Topic: ????????? about breast cancer and my mom's kidney's both failed?:(

[uniqueandalanis4]

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[ericb]

So much cancer ....... Its too much.... Hospital better or not... I hope you will find some doctors with talents to treat your mom properly... I heard a bit or even quite much about breakthroughs with research in cancer treatment.. but... types of cancer are many ... and when few are easy to cure... yet some are just making life short... I cant help much... I think I only know that so far they only ease pain and do their best to stop cancer to grow and spread... Its terribly difficult to cure cancer when its on advanced stadium... and when it attacks difficult parts of body (specially those essential to live)... In some way... cancer is a part of body but only malfunctioning and ill part... Some types of cancer are less aggressive and you can live with it inside without any impact on life when other types can kill fast or do a lot of other mess... Its... like you need to know everything about each infected organ to heal it in its own way... and its mostly case of removing and displacing... Human body is still too much complicated to heal it whole.. and medicine is not on a peak of its advancement... and above it all comes cost... This life is just a dust with power that comes and goes... Life seems to be just short part of travel and it must be such thing... Your mom has great faith to stay alive and wait for cure to come... We don't know what will be God decision... We only know what reward we want... and if we are ready for any form of it...

Oh,April,I'm so sorry.I wish i knew what to say,and i don't.I will continueto pray for our mom,I promise. :'( :'( :'( :'(

[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( thank u everyone for ur prayers! :'( :'( :'( thank u eric this is soooooooooooooooooo ooo hard for me  it hurtsssss  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( im gonna sleep with her for daysssssssss in the hospital and bring her head phones and her favorite song's and try to make her laugh.. make her feel like life isnt over  :'( :'( :'( :'( and hugggggggggggggggg her and tell her everything is gonna be alright :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( god bless u eric and ur moma too! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

[kellyyankeefan1]

Wow, April, I feel really bad for you.  :'( Listen, don't give in, things have possibilities of changing for good when you keep hope and be positive. I had a bad moment myself earlier this year, but I've healed physically and emotionally, I wish for your mom to recover and for you to feel happier soon

[Vikki]

Girl we are all here for u if i need anyone to talk to, be as strong as you can, your mum knows you are there by her side, and that you're supporting her and want the best for her, and if anything the strength within yourself is helping your mum fight, i wish the best for your mum and hope you find a suitable hospital soon, im sorry i can't be of help when it comes to the best hospital ,i dont really know hospitals in america so um yea, girl just keep doing what you're doing you may think youre not doing enough and may be trying to look for ways to do more, but ur mum appreciates you just being there by her side girl , that really is more than enough, be strong or as strong as you can, and i hope you and your mum get through this tough time together. Don't give up hope.

[Marin]

OMG April, i am so so so sorry to hear the awful situation with your mom!!!I haven't seen this topic by now.As Vikki said, you have to be strong for yourself and for your mom too!She does know you're by her side!I'll pray for both of you!I know this is hard for you, and if u need any kind of help i'm here, just let me know!!!God bless you both!

[ericb]

April,please keep us posted,ok? we're all praying hard for her.

[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( this is so much .. my mom was in n.j hospital so i went there and slept with her for 4 days and the doctor was giving her the news '' i thought it was good news cause he was smiling  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( my mom wanted me to go outside the door so i didnt hear what he had to say'' i listened outside the door and omg he said the cancer spread and my mom was so strong she said so i just live the rest of my days right? :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( he said yes ''woahhhhhhhhhhh he walked out the room smiling again omg '' i didnt want my mom to know i heard them but i broke down in tears in her arms  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( she dont wanna die she lost 10 pounds in not even a week'' ll together like 40 pounds and shes already a small woman '' when i was with her in n.j '' the doctor just was leaving her there to die '' feeding her pain meds every half hour'' and she cant eatmy mom says its like pacman the cancer is eating her alive'' so i tell her mom beat pacmannnnnnnnnnnnnn nnnn :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( i started to notice the hosptial wasnt doing nothing '' so i went off on them and told them i want her transfered u guys are killing my momm'' so we had a meeting me n my bro were there and they got her tranfered and then they said oh yeah we cant do nothing we dont got the right equitment here? wtf why wouldnt they say that in the beginning '' they took a little of her tumor out and just left it there those fuc##ers :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( so she got transfered to jefferson hospital in philadelphia and they sendddddddddddddddd d her homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeee? omg and said come back on wensday this is a rare cancer we dont know what to do  :'( :'( :'( :'( they dont know what there doing to my mommmmmm omg..this is the hardest thing in the world god bless all these cancer people its so sad to watch anyone die a slow death in pain :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( so shes staying with my cuzen till wensdays they said there gonna do radiation to get it out idk whats going on no more what r they doing to my mom :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( im her strengh she screams out my name when im not there so i run to her '' im her nurse she has to wear a bag to pee and  the hole in her back i flush it out '' this isnt easy to write or think about i feel so sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when im with her she smiles if not she dont smile she dont eat she dont nothing she just lets herself go  says pacman is eating her bones she says shes so sorry for all the people who have cancer cause the pain is unbareable'' she was dionost with blatter cancer and her primary doctor killed my mommmmmmmmm she complained about her stomach for 3 yrs and the blood and he just gave her pills for an infection '' he didnt care to check her ''im so scared and so alone and so sad  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( i dont want her to leave me'' but i stay strong for herrrrrrrrr for her id do anythng but im broken im lost i need my mom here on earth she just began life and now its beng takin away '' i cant talk no more im crying too bad and feel sick i just wanted to update u and thank u all for ur prayers this is just so hard :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

[Tj_pinkgurl]

aww april I feel so bad for you your in my prayers and ill keep praying for your mum. Its so sad.. make everyday count with her. God bless!!

[Marin]

Hey April, i'm so sorry to hear the bad news I pray for your mom every day!Stay strong!

[_Kelly_Clarkson_RockzZz_]

I'm so sorry april!! I pray for u n ur mom every single day!! listen I know u've been through alot but girl pls stay strong..ok? u know u can do it.. just never give up! spend as much time as u can with ur mom.. u know she loves it when u're there on her side.. she needs someone like you..you're unique april! u've been through sooo much but u didnt let urself down..!! plssss never give up!! I'll keep praying for u n ur mom.. I hope she gets better:( things can change n get better so dont give up!!

love ya girl ! stay strong

Cari

[ericb]

April,your mom is a wonderful lady.I will continue to pray for her every day.I've spoken to her,so i know first hand.I hope everyone who reads your post,even people who don't know you or your mom will pray for you.

[Marin]

Hey April, u haven't been posting for a while?How are you and ur mom doing?

[ericb]

April,please,PLEASE keep us posted.we're all very concerned for you. I will keep praying and i know everyone else here will too.

[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( not good news i cant even sleep hearing the news i did today from her cancer doctor! he said the cancer spread and shes so weak and he said shes at her last  stage 4  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( so the doctor said he is gonna take half of her tumor out so shes not in so much pain and then treat her for cancer i pray to god a miracle happens  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( the cancer spread so bad and spread to her lungs now too..shes staying with me and i take care of her and right now she is comforable in my huge bed'' sleeping good thank god!!!!!!!!!! thank u everyone for ur prayers please keep praying im praying to god that theres a turn around '' where stage 4 can turn to stage 3 then 2 then 1 omg i pray to god ''i cant lose her '' i broke down and a lady from the hosptial ask me do u believe in god? i said not no more'' she said please its the devil that does this and  i know ur hurt but with faith anything can happen so i went to the chappel and prayed and cryed my eyes out on the bible and a priest came in and prayed with me for my mom :'( :'( :'( :'( right now i have to get all her medicans ready and i made her soup and her alive drink.. i wont give up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( Shes my everything... thank u all for ur prayer's and i'll try to keep u all up to date when i get the chance'' by the way! my mother told me to tell you all thank you for your prayers!!