Topic: ????????? about breast cancer and my mom's kidney's both failed?:(

[ericb]

yes she remember's you eric '' but shes not in a good state at all :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( she's in the process of taking morphene pills'' to make her feel comfortable'' she cant even talk much sll she doe's is sleep :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( she has a hospice nurse and i asked the nurse in the 9 yr's she worked '' whats the longest the person lived for? she said 9 days :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( omg i had to hold her hands and be so strong for her yesterday'' i told her i will be strong and mom i will write my book! she opened her eyes and cryed in my arms :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( i pray she makes it for christmas oh god :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( this is'nt real is it? :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( GOD BLESS YOU MOMMY :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

April,We're all here for you if you need us.  :'( :'( :'( :'( I know what you're going through. :'( :'( :'( I promise I will continue to pray for her.

[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( my mom passed away :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( 830 am today .. omg omg omg omg noooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooo ooooooo :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( r.i.p my mother my bestest friend my life '' my world MY HEART!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( THIS CANT BE REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUUU  MOM I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

[ericb]

:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( my mom passed away :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( 830 am today .. omg omg omg omg noooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooo ooooooo :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( r.i.p my mother my bestest friend my life '' my world MY HEART!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( THIS CANT BE REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUUU  MOM I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

April,I can't tell you how sorry Iam. I want everyone to know,I've spoken to April's mom before and I know first hand what a wonderful lady she was. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( I'm very sory April. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

[chicaangel88]

I am truly sorry for your loss April. It can't be an easy time for you. We are all here for you if you need us.

[Vikki]

Oh god April girl i am so sorry to hear that, may your mum rest in peace, girl , she will be looking down on you , she will be your angel, your guardian angel, she will help you get through life and achieve the things you've always wanted to achieve, she will be so proud of you, April, i understand you are grieving right now, but girl, you be strong, you build up strength and you out into the world, with your head held high, and your mum will be right beside you along the way through all the journeys in which you take in life, shes there in spirit now girl and she always will be. im so sorry again girl, if you need anyone to talk to , remember we are all here for you girl.

[uniqueandalanis4]

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[ericb]

april,i can't tell you how sorry i am. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( it's like vikki said though we're all here for you ok? i will try calling you later.i'm on my friend's pc,and i'm staying on as long as i can.but i will call you later on april.

[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( ok eric.. </333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333</3333333333333  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( thank u all ..I Miss You So Much Mom!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( r.i.p My Angel Mother :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

[ericb]

:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( ok eric.. </333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333</3333333333333  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( thank u all ..I Miss You So Much Mom!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( r.i.p My Angel Mother :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

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[uniqueandalanis4]

 :'( :'( :'( :'( TODAY ITS BEEN ONE MONTH SENCE YOU BEEN GONE'' AND IT KEEPS GETTING HARDER TO NOT SEE UR BEAUTIFUL FACE ANYMORE'' REMEMBERING THE TIMES WE SHARED'' LOOKING AT OUR PICTURES TOGETHER '' I CHERISH U MOM.. I MISS YOU OH SO MUCH '' YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU MOM.. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( R.I.P   WHISPERS ''( MOM YOUR IN A WAY BETTER PLACE WITH NO MORE PAIN.. (MY ANGEL MY MOTHER..) MUAHH MUAHH MUAHHHH..
GOD BLESS YOU MOMA SHHHHH .... WHISPERS ... I WOVE'S RUUU LIFE WITHOUT U IS'NT WHAT I EXSPECTED BUT I KNOW GOD WANTED YOU AS MUCH AS I DO'' BUT NOW U CAN DANCE '' NOW U CAN SING'' NOW U CAN WALK AND LOOK OVER ME.. MY ANGEL! I MISS OUR MORNING TALKS UR LAUGH'' UR SMILE.. I MISS YOUR LOVE ... YOUR MOTHERLY TOUCH..I WISH I COULD HUG U SO BAD   :'( :'( :'( I WISH WE COULD GO FISHING AND CRABBING '' JUST TO SEE U SMILE BROUGHT LIFE INTO ME.. WITHOUT UR SMILE'S '' ITS SO HARD TO SMILE WITHOUT YOU!!

ALWAYS YOUR LITTLE GIRL ..
APRIL ANN*  :'( :'( :'( :'(

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

April you GoodGilrlSometimesN aughty... Your mom gave this world lots of love... and you... You said that too lol... Hmmm... I think I see a little bent halo over your head... Does it have connection with cleaning your room lol?... or its just light illusion effect gurl?... I think your mom didn't stop rising you... All this talk that huge part of her lives in your heart and memory is not a joke lol... Actually you know better lol... I wish you didn't feel that pain... but... We were not made to feel nothing at all... Come with me... I mean keep on living lol... I guess your mom is still keeping to her duty by asking you everyday how was your day... Well... she is your mom... You are not a bit naughty out from nowhere... It doesn't take DNA match lol... I bet everyone sees it in your eyes... Like some people call them... soul doors... Hmmm... I wish you good day gurl... Maybe I will catch you for talk you know where... *wink*... And yeah... Wonder what kind of wink duuuh... hehe...

[uniqueandalanis4]

April you GoodGilrlSometimesN aughty... Your mom gave this world lots of love... and you... You said that too lol... Hmmm... I think I see a little bent halo over your head... Does it have connection with cleaning your room lol?... or its just light illusion effect gurl?... I think your mom didn't stop rising you... All this talk that huge part of her lives in your heart and memory is not a joke lol... Actually you know better lol... I wish you didn't feel that pain... but... We were not made to feel nothing at all... Come with me... I mean keep on living lol... I guess your mom is still keeping to her duty by asking you everyday how was your day... Well... she is your mom... You are not a bit naughty out from nowhere... It doesn't take DNA match lol... I bet everyone sees it in your eyes... Like some people call them... soul doors... Hmmm... I wish you good day gurl... Maybe I will catch you for talk you know where... *wink*... And yeah... Wonder what kind of wink duuuh... hehe...

? exsqueeze me? Come with u? OAkieeeeeeeee  lol .... and what kind of winkkkkkkkk?
 

Posted on: January 18, 2010, 06:00:11 AM robert i cant down load aim on my lap top it wont let me.can u down load msn ... if so we can chat more.....?


  i love you mom ............... Muahzz missing u toooooooooooooooooo oooooooo much.. its getting harder as the seconds go by ................... ............. Kc is so right.... one minute go's fast........... :'( :'( :'( :'(

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

? exsqueeze me? Come with u? OAkieeeeeeeee  lol .... and what kind of winkkkkkkkk?
 

Posted on: January 18, 2010, 06:00:11 AM robert i cant down load aim on my lap top it wont let me.can u down load msn ... if so we can chat more.....?
  i love you mom ............... Muahzz missing u toooooooooooooooooo oooooooo much.. its getting harder as the seconds go by ................... ............. Kc is so right.... one minute go's fast........... :'( :'( :'( :'(

Everything to make you laugh lol... I dont remember what kind of wink that was ... I left notes on invisible paper... I cant find it lol ... I guess I can try to add you on yahoo msn... but it will be hard to talk much with my weak internet... I am already skipping turning AIM on while I am here to avoid internet connection crush... I guess we will need to organise some meeting... Maybe lol... Yup.. time goes really fast... Still... I feel like I treat it like book lore... Hmmm... Weird mind of weird me lol

[uniqueandalanis4]

Everything to make you laugh lol... I dont remember what kind of wink that was ... I left notes on invisible paper... I cant find it lol ... I guess I can try to add you on yahoo msn... but it will be hard to talk much with my weak internet... I am already skipping turning AIM on while I am here to avoid internet connection crush... I guess we will need to organise some meeting... Maybe lol... Yup.. time goes really fast... Still... I feel like I treat it like book lore... Hmmm... Weird mind of weird me lol

invisable paper  hmmmmm invisable notes... hmmmmm .... u got y mind running now...  i wanna write something now about something invisable  with my weird mind  hmmm i have a few notes i wanna write ... :)about different things being invisable''!!!!!!!!

[Marin]

omg April...I didn't know that your mom passed away!!!
I'm so sorry to hear that, my condolences...