Topic: I know i have been gone

[hazel681]

But im back to share some new poems


Did you see me?

I move in every direction
it sounds like air
so i turn my back and run
it's an end i have begun
it's a home i've never known
and i left to burn it down
they said don't go, don't change
you're not a season
don't think you're fearless
it's not a feeling
but simply a disease
cause you're not the best out there
it's all in your head
i looked and all i saw were shadows
it's the reason why i'm here
did you see me?
Posted on: 30-06-2010, 18:06:00i have also taken unfinished parts from before and made them into poems so some lines may look familiar

I fell in a black hole [/size]

Bliss in all of it
and yet the shapes don't always fit
i wont be running into any fences in this place
even if crashing could somehow be graceful
waiting on time, like familiar company
i begin to lose my mind
i stay up all night
am i mad?
where are you?
it feels like everything is inside out
flipped around and upside down
here it goes
losing you, an empty room
the floor against my hands and here i go
it can be so demanding
this part here, it whirls each thought
leaving as fast as it came
with each flash of pain intensifying and pulsing
this sun is out for me
bright and weary
frozen
Posted on: 30-06-2010, 18:16:47

Hello[/b][/u]

Can i call you by your first name?
cause you have me star-gazing wild!
i can love you fully if given the chance
whichever extent your ready for
boundaries will be endless
they will disappear under your fingertips
i heard spinning in circles is harding going downhill
but it seems i have already fallen for you
so i dont mind it at all
maybe you dont know how lovely you are
and it could be i dont know either
i want to know what it feels like to have you sleeping
right next to me
dont get me wrong
i know this is only the begininng.........


Posted on: 30-06-2010, 18:23:21Stars

sometimes we can't see any stars
but that doesn't change a thing
it may not seem like they are shining
but they have shined for a million years
who says it's all for us?
ours to dream and drift
to greet and gaze
even though it's glory that can't be contained
light pollutes the sky and soon
there will be no more darkness
how would a star ever fade?
how would we ever sleep?
with no more little old lights
to shoot through the horizon
and fall over our heads
it all began  
and to see it together
couldn't feel any more better
but to kiss under the stars
even if they are hidden
and even when your not there
i know that they are right above you
as they are the same with me
and i swear they reflect your face
and i feel more than just alive
Posted on: 30-06-2010, 18:37:46Spiderman

I can see it in your eyes how much you want it
you're gonna do things that you can't imagine
i know we wont go empty-handed
but leaving without your hand in mine
i hate to think of it
this road of yours, you never turned back did you?
invincible as you are someday you will know its true
your walk, it'll go one for a million miles
if i could be there to join you, nothing could come in comparison
i'll never forget you, can i keep your smile?
i promise i will take it out once in a while
i wont wear it out i know you'll be this amazing the whole way through
all that fire inside you, dont ever change that too
we both the know clock is our main enemy
tough as hell its the one to beat
we have right now but theres no excuse
we have to admit we're running out of time
baby its killing me, im so lucky that you are mine
i want to say how much i wish that you could stay
i really want you too cause no one else makes me feel this way
this is the hardest thing i have to do
the greatest hurt i ever know
you won't be there to claim the truth
but i love you enough to see you go
but in my heart im not going to let go
your all i'll be dreaming about when im sleeping
im watching you take on the world
and i will still continue to be amazed
over and over again like i have before
there were times i did wrong you let it out
with the things you said
i knew you were above me
all those words i deserved every single bit
please know im sorry in the beginning i had walls put up
your breaking them each day one by one
here i am, you changed me for the better
taught me things that i never knew
showed me everything that i didnt think i could even do
you took me and forgave all my stupid falls
and you always caught me when i really fell, you did it all
i bet i wont ever meet someone like you
how special you are to me, no one could understand
my road twists and turns im working on it
trying to find the proof on each corner
our paths collided and now their going apart
its scary our lives they're right about to start
i want to take you with me everywhere i go
your hand in mine its all i need anywhere is fine by me
im yours and your mine, inside a part of you will always be there
its going to hurt so much, why does it have to be this way?
you make me feel like im not just any other girl
the new people you'll meet their going to love you
they'll know how great you are, they will feel as i do
tell me you wont give up the great things  
dont leave them behind
i knew this day was to come
this risk i took it was the best one so far
in the end i know it hurts, for a while now
but trust its worth every ounce
we'll get through this somehow
thank you so much for everything you have done for me
you mean the world to me and maybe
just maybe we'll be together again if we're meant to be <3

[ericb]

hiya Hazel,that's great writing,I especially liked I fell in a black hole. does this mean you're back to stay?

[hazel681]

yes im back to stay  haha thank you!

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

Well... surely it took me days to finally do what I was postponing from reasons lol... I think its the best way for me to keep on learning you... The best open remaining connection lol... Briefly I can compare your arts to gentle harp play... or piano lol... Something you like reading in longing way... giving focus for each lines and whole message in words combined together... I cant really pick up favorite from those... Each one tells different story of same high value... Maybe *Spiderman* seems to give me the most wonder, but what if it is pure fact of how much is in its content lol?... Hmmm... *Did you see me* is your fresh... It has mark of your recent experience... Something... I guess I will not tell lol... Maybe I don't want to mess poem message even a bit lol... or I remember how many times I was a bit wrong about sources of your inspiration... Lol... I guess its part of your talent that you make those emotions so real

[ericb]

yes im back to stay  haha thank you!

does this mean you're going to tell us what a Grebel is?

[hazel681]

Hahahaha i am SO not going to tell you what a grebel is!!!!!!!

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

gimme gimme gimme the clue 

[hazel681]

NEVER NEVER NEVER!!! I wrote this 5 minutes ago haha

Fossil

barely kept at bay with the wind
and where does it take you?
does it take you back to when
it was only the afternoon
it was all filled with you
and im feeling neglected
and being too sensitive
now that your gone
its a place to easily cave in
hiding from the air
seal myself from it
starting to shake
oh yes im giving in

every time you reach for me
any time you want to reach me

just come
here and sit on the front porch
just like we used too
where the sun
the sunshine will bathe in you
trust that its only me your calling too
i wont, wont ever keep you from yourself again
losing my head i know i feel different


i feel like a fossil
im fading but showing it all
does it seem awful
but really im lost in it
so lost in it
can you pull me into your arms
only for a minute
some comfort is all im asking
but i promise you dont have to give in
 

all you have to do is reach me
can you please try and reach out to me

come
here and sit on the front porch
just like we used too
where the star
the starlight will watch over you
trust me that its only me your calling too
i dont, i dont plan to make you feel sorry
i see, your feeling different like me
just like we used too[/i][/size]

[ericb]

That's great Hazel.Trust me,sometimes i feel like a fossil too. but i get over it quickly.

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

Grebel Grebel Grebel

My mind is boiling lol ... and its not only temperature... Still your writting is a good chill ... You expand emotion as song should be... You have talent to give detailed and strong picture... Fully romantic style lol ... Nice dream to fit in, relax, sit on front porch and wait... maybe for fullfilled desire of right person come ... Oh... I hope you are not making my computer overheated  ... It started to make that funny loud zip sound ... I hope its not going to blow up lol ... Ok ok... I better rush before critical mass level ... Write on

[hazel681]

hahaha thanks guys!
rob i hope your computer doesnt blow up!!  its not my fault lol!!
still havent written anything new grrr!

[ericb]

hiya Haxel,what's up? I'm sure you'll think o fsomething to write. How about a nice poem entitles "A grebel is.............

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

hiya Haxel,what's up? I'm sure you'll think o fsomething to write. How about a nice poem entitles "A grebel is.............

Eric Eric Eric... You should go around Hazel... give her cookie... play nice... make her feel her secrets are safe... then she will spoil what Grebel is even without being aware of what happened

hahaha thanks guys!
rob i hope your computer doesn't blow up!!  its not my fault lol!!
still haven't written anything new grrr!

Don't growl on inspiration or it will keep distance few steps away ... Well... My question is if you don't know what to write about or you don't know yet how to make it special lol .. I guess Eric idea is quite good option ... You can write about our game to get to know something only one secret group seems to know ... what seems actually to be more twisted and complicated from few facts ... One is that the secret seems to be actually lost forever... Some shelf of memory fell off from someones head ... And initiation into secret seems to depend on agreement of all Grebels ... what is hard lately since we cant keep them in one place lately

[hazel681]

UNTITLED


break my heart it's yours now
and you called just to tell me
you are growing up, i see you've changed
so go ahead take everything
cause you once gave it freely
you spent all this time and
i feel like you're still mine

this cannot let go of my hands
it's holding on and i can barely bear it
my choice and reason it's one extreme to the other
it's dragging me closer, closer to the grave
pulling, it breaks my heart again
i know we are on different floors
but i still feel like i'm yours

i lay here thinking about you
i stand there being reminded of us before
it's killing me, the pain is working in heavy doses
i fall down and cry no im not on my own
i have a part in this i'm just alone
sitting by the phone and i give short answers
i left it all with you and gave it freely
now are you still mine or is it only a feeling?

this cannot let go of my hands
it's holding on and i can barely bear it
my choice and reason it's one extreme to the other
it's dragging me closer, closer to the grave
pulling it breaks my heart again
i know we are on different floors
but i still feel like i'm yours
Posted on: 09-08-2010, 13:28:08My favorite sound

I wake up
you take over my mind
it's populated
but you're too late and
dont believe i will deny
i've loved you this whole time
it's warm where you were laying there
just a couple times ago
this won't be easy but who said
it wasn't tough
i'm stuck in giving up
i'm dealing but no i'm not healing
i'm prying but i'm just barely trying
i cry issues, and i unveil mistakes
i miss the sound of your heart beating
its my favorite sound but it's misleading
i fall asleep with out you here
i'm stealing actions and feeling words
your throwing time but catching places
forced by nature
this place you once were
i'll admit its a little cold
you miss the sound of my breathing
your favorite sound but it's decieving
inviting unrestful and anxious kissing
you are disguised by guilt but masked by heartache
i wake up
and meet the sweet sunlight but the greet the closed curtains

[Mrok(Gloom)Robert M]

I could say I hear voice of love in struggle in your both arts lol... like moonlight lover singing... I was nearly sure I like *My favorite sound* more than untitled... but even with topic similarity... I value both for different message and character... like missing someone whole day... and then experiencing echo in night dreams... Lol... I think you are on higher level than empath writer now... You are even making me feel a bit dizzy... like you are hypnotist lol : )