Topic: Thera's Fan Fic: Just Dreams Or Reality *WHOLE STORY SO FAR CH 17 & 18 OCT 27TH*

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Just Dreams or Reality

Chapter 1: The Dream

Hey y’all I’m gonna tell you a story about someone who’s been trough a really cool thing. The story starts in Holland, there lives a girl named Sarah, she’s a huge Kelly Clarkson fan, and she has really a lot stuff of her, you name it and she’s got it. But the only thing that she hasn’t is an autograph of her biggest idol and she has never had a meet & greet with Kelly. That’s also one of Sarah’s biggest dreams, to meet Kelly, because she is so phenomenal.

At home in Sarah’s house:

Sarah is sitting behind her pc, where she’s always talking with her Kelly fan friends and she’s also doing that now. Sarah is talking with her friend Brooke from Canada. During the talk she’s listening to all her Kelly songs that are on her pc. Now she’s listening to “Maybe”(© of Kelly Clarkson), you can hear Kelly sing:

I'm strong, but I break.
I'm stubborn, and I make plenty of mistakes.
I'm hard, and life with me is never easy
to figure out, to love, I'm jaded but I'm so lonely.
All you have to do is hold me
And you’ll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
if you'll trust me, love me, let me, maybe, maybe

Someday when we're at the same place,
when we're on the same road,
when it's okay to hold my hand without feeling lost.
Well I know all the excuses,
when it's just because

You love me, you let me, you need me, maybe, maybe

All you have to do is hold me
And you’ll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
if you'll trust me, love me, let me, maybe, maybe

I'm confusing as hell.
Yeah I'm north and I'm south.
And I'll probably never have it all figured out
but what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you.
And I promise I'll try,
I'll try to give you every little part of me.
Every single detail you missed with your eyes.
Then maybe, maybe, yeah maybe, maybe, maybe

One day, we'll be together you'll need me, you'll see me completely.
Every little thing, you'll need me, you'll love me, you'll love me

I don't want to be tough,
and I don't wanna be proud.
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found.
I'm not lost, I need to be loved, I just need to be loved.
I just want to be loved by you and I won't stop cause I believe that maybe yeah maybe

Maybe you need me,
Maybe
I should know better not to touch the fire twice
but I'm thinking maybe, well, maybe not
Love maybe.

The talk with Brooke starts:
 
“Hey buddy”, “How are ya?” Sarah said.

Brooke answered directly back also saying: “Hey and I’m great, thanks?”

“That’s good to hear and you’re welcome, anytime, it’s timeless. Sarah said.

And how are ya Sarah?”

“I’m also good, thanks”, Sarah answered.

 “You’re welcome. Have you heard of Kelly’s new songs? The songs from the Addicted Tour.”

“Yeah, I’ve heard them, they are really kicking butt, I totally love the song “Maybe”, but I love all Kelly’s songs, lol. But you already know that” Sarah answered.

“Haha, yeah I do know, but all the new songs are indeed freakin coolbeans, my fav song is also “Maybe”, it just hits me straight in my heart, like all Kelly’s songs do, woohoo, GO KELLY, GO KELLY” Brooke answered.

“I’ll hope that all the unreleased songs of Kelly will be on her third album, I so love the songs: Don’t, All I Know, Come Here, Bleed For Me, Maybe, Yeah, Anymore and Go”, Sarah said.

“Yeah I also hope that with whole my heart, I just can’t get enough of those songs. I’m always playing them over and over again. I’m so curious what her third album will sound like, I just can’t wait to have it at home and listen to it and I also can’t wait for her new tour. I hope she comes back to Canada when she’s going to make her new World Tour” Brooke said.

Your so totally right Brooke, I also can’t get enough of those songs. And I also want to hear her new album, but I know it will be phenomenal, because it’s our Kelly and Kelly never makes bad music. And Kelly always makes real music, not wallpaper music, like a lot of artists do lately. Yeah that will be indeed very awesome, if she comes back to your place, I also hope she’s coming back to Holland again, because I only saw her one time, but there was standing a big guy in front of me and I’m a short girl, I’m 2 inches shorter then Kelly, lol. And I also was pretty far away from Kelly, so I hope I can hear her playing LIVE again, woohoo that will rock and I’m gonna lay in front of the doors, so I will be the first one in. And when I’m in the front row, then maybe Kelly will give me a hand, I’ll hope, I so want to meet Kelly one day, her personality is so awesome, sweet and helpful, I just love her, YEAH FOR ALL I KNOW I’M ADDICTED TO KELLY! Sarah said.

The chat of Brooke and Sarah will go on till midnight, they kept talking the whole night about Kelly and about their wishes of meeting Kelly someday. During their talk Kelly was at home, waking up from a long night working on her third album. Her husband Matt was still lying in their bed, dreaming about having kids with Kelly and lots of other things.

Kelly was preparing herself for going to the studio to sing in new songs for her third album. First she went into the shower. During Kelly was in the shower Matt woke up. He first went into the kitchen to bake some pancakes for his wife and for himself, when all the pancakes where ready, Kelly came into the kitchen.

Hey darling, good morning, how are ya? Matt said, when he saw Kelly came in and gave her a kiss.

Hey, I’m good, thanks, Kelly said before she came in and sit on the dinner table.

So, you’re gonna record a few songs today? Matt asked

Yeah, today we have a lot of songs that I have to sing, but they all rock, I just love my new songs already and I hope so that my fans also like them.

Of course they like them Kelly, they’re completely addicted to you, because you’re songs are great, Matt said to Kelly, to give her a good feeling.

Yeah, I’ll know they rock, all the fans rocked on my songs during my Addicted Tour and I read all the great comments on internet and all my fan mail, they just love me, what I don’t understand, because I’m totally not coolbeans at all, Kelly said.

Kelly just listen carefully to me: “they do love you and you’re coolbeans, you’re even freakin coolbeans. Your fans love you not just, because of your great songs that you write, they also love the inner you, you just make them feel special when they listen to your music or when they see you on some TV show, they just love the WHOLE Kelly, just like me and no one can’t escape from you, because you’re too sweet to not love”

And he gave her another longer kiss when he said that.

Kelly was all hooked up on Matt. She felt very special when Matt said all the sweet words to her.

Aw, thanks Matt, you’re so sweet, I don’t know what to do without you.

Then Matt begin to talk about his dream that he had yesterday night.

“Kelly I’ve to tell you something, yesterday night I dreamed about us and we had 4 kids. It was such a beautiful dream, it’s like a utopia, but a really cool utopia. Kelly I like kids very much and I know you do too,  because you’re so sweet to your younger Kelly fans and you even helped one kid, when she lost her mother. We know each other for 3 years now and we’re really happy, Kelly I just love you so much that I want to have kids with you. So Kelly do you please want to have kids with me?” Matt asked.

Kelly was completely gone silent, because of what Matt asked Kelly. But after a little while came a big smile on Kelly’s face.

“Matt of course I want to have kids with you, that’s even one of my dreams, having an own family. You’re so sweet Matt.”

Kelly jumped on Matt and gave him a really long big kiss to Matt and they went together in their bedroom. They we’re so long in the bedroom that she came too late for recording her songs. But the songs where now less important to her then Matt. Kelly was even sitting all dreamy in the studio thinking of Matt and the dream they have together.
Posted on: September 27, 2009, 10:27:33 AMChapter 2: The Worst/Happiest Happening

A month later

Kelly feels a little sick, so she’s looking in her agenda. When she looks to the date, she sees that it’s time for her women’s week. But she can’t have it now, because she wants to have a child together with Matt. Kelly goes into the toilet and finds out that she really has the women’s week.

Kelly is thinking “O no, I can’t have women’s week now, I want a child, something must be wrong”

Kelly goes to the hospital to make sure that nothing is wrong with her, Matt goes with her to be there for her.  Kelly and Matt walk into the room where Doctor Delgado already is waiting for her, Kelly tells her the story.

“Doctor Delgado you gotta help me, I’ve women’s week, but I can’t have it now, because Matt and I are planning to have a baby, is it possible that something is wrong with me?” Kelly asks the doctor, with a scary sounding voice.

“Okay Kelly I shall take a few tests from you, so we can find out if something is wrong”

Doctor Delgado took Kelly to another room where she took different tests on Kelly. After the tests Kelly and Matt had to wait in the waiting room for the results of the tests. The wait was during like almost an hour. Matt and Kelly where both very nervous for the results. After an hour the doctor came to Kelly and Matt and asked them to come into her doctor’s office.

Doctor Delgado told Kelly and Matt to sit down. So Kelly and Matt took a seat. They we’re getting more nervous

“Okay Kelly, so we took a couple of tests on you, and I’m sorry to tell you this, but you can’t get pregnant. There’s something wrong with your ovarian”

“No...............that can’t be true, please tell it isn’t true Doctor Delgado? Why me? Why does this has to happen to me? I want children, we want children” Kelly says with a crying voice and she lays her head on Matt’s shoulder.

“O Kelly, you don’t deserve this, not after all you been trough” Matt says with also a crying voice and he gives Kelly a huge hug.

I’m really sorry Kelly here are the results and it really shows that you only have one ovary, says Doctor Delgado.

Then in all of a sudden Kelly wakes up all sweaty and with tears rolling over her cheeks.

“Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo” Kelly screams, during waking up in all of a sudden.

“Huh, o okay, pfffff, it only was a nightmare. Wow, that nightmare freaked me out, maybe it’s the best if I’m going to look in my agenda for real” Kelly thinks when she just woke up of a terrible nightmare

Kelly also woke up Matt, he was really worried about Kelly.

“Kelly why did you screamed Noooooooooooooooooo oooooooo? Why are you all sweaty and why do those tears roll over your cheeks?” Matt asks with a worried voice.

“I just got the worst nightmare ever, I found out that I couldn’t get pregnant, so that I could never have kids, it was really the most terrible nightmare I’ve ever had”

“Wow Kelly, indeed that’s the worst nightmare ever, but I’m so glad that’s only a nightmare or is it not? We should find out if it’s real?” Matt says with a worried voice and he gives her a huge hug to make her feel better.

“Yeah Matt, I think you’re right, I wanna be certain if it was just a nightmare or if it was a hint for me in real life”

Kelly and Matt go both downstairs, where Kelly is going to get her agenda to look if it’s time for her women’s week. Kelly looks to the date of today. She sees that she has to have a women’s week.

“O no, this is just like in my nightmare, I’ve a deja vu” Kelly says with a scared voice.

“Don’t worry yet, it’s just the beginning, maybe it was all just a nightmare” Matt says to make Kelly feel better.

Then Kelly goes into the toilet and she finds out that she doesn’t has women’s week. Kelly walks really happy out of the toilet and is walking to Matt and gives him lots of kisses and huge hugs.

“Matt I don’t have women’s week, so maybe I’m pregnant, woohoo I’m over time” Kelly says with a really happy voice and with a huge smile on her face.

“Wow Kelly, where maybe expecting a baby, that’s great” Matt says in disbelieve after a few seconds he also gets a huge smile on his face.

Posted on: September 27, 2009, 10:31:40 AMChapter 3: Beloved/ The News  

Back at Sarah’s house, Sarah just came back at home, after she went to school for like the whole day, first she’s going to eat dinner and after that she’s grabs a bottle of Fanta, so she can drink when she’s talking with her best friends on msn and on Kellyville. Sarah sets on her pc and is going straight to msn and Kellyville, she’s very exciting to talk with her friends again. After that she’s going to windows media player and sets Kelly on as usual, now she’s listening to “Addicted at Tampa on July 1”. You can first hear the violin play the beautiful tunes of “Addicted (© of Kelly Clarkson)” after the violin part that Cory played you can hear Kelly sing:

It’s like I can’t breathe
It’s like I can’t see anything
Nothing but you
Yeah...
I’m addicted to you
It’s like I can’t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
He’s taken over me
It’s like I’m not me
Yeah...It’s like I’m not me

It’s like you’re a drug
It’s like you’re a demon I can’t face down
It’s like I’m stuck
It’s like I’m running from you all the time
And I know I let
You have all the power
And I realize I’m never gonna quit him over time

It’s like you’re a leech
Yeah..
Sucking the life from me
It’s like I can’t breath
Without him inside of me
And I know
I let him have all the power
And I realize I’m never gonna quit him over time

It’s like I can’t breathe
It’s like I can’t see anything
Nothing but you
Yeah...
I’m addicted to you
It’s like I can’t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
He’s taken over me
It’s like I’m not me
Yeah...It’s like I’m not me

Noooo...noooo...noo oo...noooo...noooo. ..nooooooooo

I’m hooked on you
I need a fix, I can’t take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I’ll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that’s it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

I’m hooked on you
I need a fix, I can’t take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I’ll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that’s it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It’s like I can’t breathe
It’s like I can’t see anything
Nothing but him
Yeah...
I’m addicted to him
It’s like I can’t think
Without him interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
He’s taken over me
It’s like I’m not me
Yeah...It’s like I’m not me

Kelly started with the chorus when she sang “Addicted” during the Addicted Tour, the song is there 30 minutes longer then the original song on the “Breakaway” album.

Sarah starts to invite all her friends that are on msn, she’s planning a group talk with all of her friends, Sarah invites: Brooke, Darlyn, Kathryn, Tiana and Kaish. They’re talk starts:

Hey ya’ll, how are ya’ll? Sarah asks all her Kelly fan friends.

Directly all her friends starts answering on exactly the same time, but Darlyn is the first one that answers.

Hey Sarah Bear, I’m great thanks, how are ya? Darlyn says back to Sarah.

After that Brooke answered: Hey Sweetie sis Sarah, I’m also good thanks, Brooke answered.

Then Kathryn answered: Hey Sweetie, I’m also good thanks.

And after them Tiana and Kiash answered on exactly the same time, they both said: hey, I’m great and thanks.
Lol, they kinda said the same, haha, but that’s kinda logical, lol.

You’re welcome, anytime, it’s timeless, yeah, and I’m great too, thanks, and what have ya’ll been up to lately? Sarah answered and asked them.

Uhm, I haven’t done much lately, just baby-sitting and watching tv as I always do, lol, Brooke answered with a laughing voice.

I went to the kindergarten where I teach the kids writing and where I played with them, I just love them, it’s the greatest job I’ve ever had, Darlyn answered with a laughing voice.

Uhm, what have I done lately, I only went to school, where I saw my very hot boyfriend and we had a great time together on school, he said really sweet things to me all the time, he’s just great and I love him, haha, Kathryn told to all her friends with a very happy and a very in love sounding voice.

Uhm, I went to the mall and I bought some new clothes, they’re really awesome clothes and I had really great time at the mall, I went to the mall with my friends. And I went to school as usual, but it was kinda boring, Tiana said to all her friends.

I also went to school, but it was also very boring and I bought an autographed pic of Kelly on an auction, it’s a very coolbeans pic and I love it very much, Kaish said to all her friends.

WOW, sounds like ya’ll have done great things lately, cool that you went baby-sitting and watched tv Brooke, lol, and it’s really cool that you had much fun at the kindergarten Darlyn, and it’s really awesome that you had a great time with your boyfriend Kathryn, I’m so happy for you that you’ve a boyfriend. It’s really cool that you bought awesome clothes at the mall and that you had a great time there with your friends Tiana. WOW, that’s so awesome that you bought an autographed pic on an auction Kaish, I’m actually kinda jealous, haha, I wish I could have it too, but I get an autographed pic of Kelly on one day, I just want it, so I will have it.

Sarah, what have you done lately actually, Kaish asks Sarah.

Hmm, not so much, just school, Kellyville and msn, just the usual stuff, haha, Sarah answered back at Kaish.

Haha, yeah, baby-sitting is indeed cool and of course watching tv is also cool, especially when you watch the Gilmore Girls, I just love that show, Brooke answered with a huge smile on her face.

Lol, Sarah, I love those kids very much and indeed I had an awesome time there this week, but I always have there an awesome time, haha, Darlyn said with a laughing voice again, Darlyn always laughs very much.

Haha, Sarah, you’re so sweet, for saying that you’re so happy for me that I’ve a boyfriend. And indeed we had a great time, we’ve went to the cinema together and we watched a romantic movie there, and it was just amazing how sweet he was for me, he paid everything for me, it was so sweet, Kathryn answered and she sounded very in love again.

Awwww, I’m also very happy for you Kathryn, Brooke, Darlyn, Kaish and Tiana answered after Kathryn said all the nice words.

It’s really nothing Kathryn, we all want you to be happy, and we all wish you the best, Sarah answered.

And just like Sarah said, it’s really nothing for saying that we’re happy for you Kathryn, we all wish you the best, Brooke, Darlyn, Tiana and Kaish said all together.

Ya’ll are so sweet to me, I don’t know what to say, I’m just so thankful for knowing ya’ll and ya’ll always help me with everything, Kathryn said with a thankful voice.

Indeed Sarah I’ve had a great time with my friends in the mall, we had a lot of fun, we’ve eaten at some place and it was really tasty, we just laughed like almost all the time, I’ve really had a great time, Tiana said.

Yeah Sarah, the autographed pic is really awesome and I also hope that you will find or get an autographed pic of Kelly someday, maybe you will get one out of Kelly’s own hands, if you maybe meet her someday, because that’s one of your dreams, but I also have that dream, I think we all have it, Kaish said.

The talk went on till late after midnight, they had a great time together and they thought further about their dream of meeting Kelly someday.

Back at Kelly’s and Matt’s house. Kelly and Matt decided to go to the hospital to be certain if Kelly really was pregnant, they don’t want to live the nightmare that Kelly had, so they just wanted to be sure. Kelly and Matt grabbed their coats and jumped in the car as fast as possible, because their so happy now and they don’t want to blow it for themselves, so they went as fast as they could to the hospital. During the drive to the hospital Kelly and Matt we’re very nervous, they kept asking themselves in their minds “Are we really going to have a baby? Is it really true? Is our dream becoming reality?”

Okay Kelly, we’re almost at the hospital, are ya ready to know if we’re going to have a baby? Matt asked Kelly with a nervous sounding voice.

Yeah, I think I am hunny, I really want to know it right now, Kelly said to Matt.

After Kelly said that they pulled into the parking lot of the hospital. Matt and Kelly came out of the car really fast, they just wanted to know it so badly. Kelly ran into the waiting room of  doctor Delgado, she asked at the desk of her secretary if she could have an echo right away. Then after a few seconds Matt also ran in, when he saw Kelly standing there waiting for the answer of doctor Delgado’s secretary. Matt grabbed Kelly’s hand to support her. Kelly looked at him with a smile on her face. They both started to smile at each other. Then the secretary answered at Kelly and Matt.

Yeah, Miss Clarkson I see that doctor Delgado has an hour free now, so you can walk into her doctors office, doctor Delgado’s secretary answered with a smile on her face back at Kelly and Matt.

Kelly and Matt walked right away into doctor Delgado’s doctor’s office, with holding each others sweaty hands and they looked really nervous. Kelly and Matt gave doctor Delgado a hand when they walked in and they took a seat in the room.

So Kelly, why did you want to see me so badly, what’s wrong? Doctor Delgado asked with a worried voice.

Well actually we think that nothing is wrong, actually we think something is right, I think I’m pregnant, but I’m not sure, so I’m wondering if you could take an echo on me doctor Delgado? We just want to be sure, Kelly asked with a nervous sounding voice.

Ok Kelly that would not be any problem. Please Miss Clarkson will you want to come here and lay on this table so we could take a look, doctor Delgado said and asked Kelly.

Of course doctor, I’d love to come lay on the table and that table and find out if I’m pregnant or not, Kelly said with a smile on her face.

Kelly and Matt both stood up and went to the table where doctor Delgado was sitting already. Kelly climbed on the table and Matt grabbed her hand again, to support Kelly.

Okay Kelly, here we go, doctor Delgado said during putting a cold thing on Kelly’s stomach.

Oooo Kelly, I hope so that we’re getting a baby, Matt said with a nervous voice and after saying that he gave Kelly a kiss on her forehead.

I also hope we’re getting a baby Matt, Kelly said with a nervous looking face.

Doctor Delgado was looking and searching very interesting to the screen. She was very silent during searching for some little egg in Kelly’s stomach.

Doctor Delgado have you found something yet? Kelly asked still sounding nervous.

Please wait a little more Miss Clarkson, it’s very hard to see anything, if I see something I will tell you two it immediately.

Ok, we will wait, Thank you doctor Delgado, Kelly and Matt said together.

After a while of nobody saying anything, the doctor in all of a sudden said something.

Kelly and Matt, I’ve great news for you two, congratulations Kelly and Matt, you’re expecting 4 kids, that’s why it took me so long  it was very hard to see and I was not sure, doctor Delgado said with a huge smile on her face.

Kelly’s and Matt’s mouth stood in all of a sudden wide open, they just couldn’t believe it.

Uhm, okay doctor Delgado are you really sure about this? WOW 4 kids, that’s a lot, but we will love them all, Kelly said still with disbelieve and with a huge smile on her face.

Yeah doctor Delgado are you sure about this? And how long is Kelly pregnant? Indeed Kelly we will love them all as much as I love you, Matt said to doctor Delgado and Kelly after he said that to Kelly, he gave Kelly a long French kiss.

Yes, I'm totally sure about this, so congratulations to you two. Hmmm, lets see Kelly is like 3 weeks pregnant now, Doctor Delgado said to the two who become happy parents.

After hearing the great news Kelly climbed of the table and gave Matt a French kiss back. They we’re really happy all the day and they couldn’t wait to tell they’re parents the amazing news, that they will become grandparents.
Posted on: September 27, 2009, 10:39:42 AMChapter 4: The Quadruplets

Kelly and Matt drove back to their home, with huge smiles on their faces, during their way back Kelly held her both hands on her stomach and Matt was holding Kelly’s hand the whole way back to their home. The first thing they we’re going to do was calling their parents, brothers and sisters and friends. Matt pulled their cobalt blue with pink stripes Mustang into their own parking lot. They stepped really fast out of the Mustang, because they wanted to let everyone hear the news as soon as possible. Kelly was first going to call her mother Jeanne and her stepfather Jimmy. The phone call starts

Hey mom, how are you and dad? Kelly asks them without saying the news yet.

Hunny, we’re doing fine, how are you and Matt? Jeanne asks.

O, mom, we’re great, we have to tell you and dad something, but I think it’s better if you 2 come over here, we just have to say it personal, Kelly said with a big smile on her face to make them curious and she just wants to tell them personal.

Kelly and Matt we’re planning to invite the whole family and all her friends over to tell the great news. So in a few hours it’s gonna be really busy in their house.

Of course hunny, we will come over right away, I can’t wait to hear what you’re going to tell me, see you later today Kelly, We love you and miss you, bye, Jeanne said, when she hang up the phone.

Love and miss you too, bye, Kelly also said when she hang up the phone.

Matt was also calling his family and friends on the same time when Kelly was calling all of them, they all said that they would come over today, they came all around 3 PM, so they could tell them great news with a nice cup of coffee. All the calls to invite everybody took like an hour and half. 3 Hours later was everybody sitting in the house. Jeanne and Jimmy, Diana and Tony < Matt’s parents, Jessica and Mary, German and Steven < Matt’s friends, Alyssa and Jason and a lot of other members of both of their family’s were at their house. Kelly and Matt both stood up. They both asked everyone to be quiet so they could tell the news.

Okay everyone, please be quiet, we have something to tell ya’ll, Matt and Kelly both said on exactly the same time.

In all of a sudden the whole house went all silent, you could even hear a feather fell on the floor.

Okay, thanks ya’ll, so Matt and I are now 3 years together and we missed something in our life, Kelly said when she was looking very happy at Matt.

Matt continued when Kelly stopped.

We had a dream together and today we found out that our dream has come true, Matt said when he was also looking very happy at Kelly.

First they heard Jason ask: Are you 2 going to marry?

Maybe, you will hear it now, because we’re going to say it now, just be patient, Matt said.

We’re gonna have quadruplets, Kelly and Matt said together with a very happy sounding voice.

Then in all of a sudden the whole family and all the friends hugged each other and shook each others hands, they we’re so happy, first Jeanne and Jimmy went to Kelly and Matt to give them the congratulations.

Ooo, Kelly this is great, we’re going to be grandparents of 4 kids, Jimmy and Jeanne said together while they we’re hugging and shaking hands with Kelly and Matt. Jeanne already touched Kelly’s stomach and already laid her ear on her stomach.

Mom, I think that you can’t hear or feel anything yet, Kelly said to Jeanne with a laugh.

Well Kelly, I think you’re right, but you know 4 kids are a lot in you’re little stomach, so I think that you will grow soon, Jeanne said.

Yeah mom, I think you’re right, Kelly said with a kinda scared voice.

Kelly you don’t have to be scared, the doctors in the hospital will take good care of you and you’re babies, you don’t have to worry, everything will be okay, Jeanne said to make Kelly feel not so scared anymore.

Okay mom, if you say so, Kelly said and she felt happy again.

Then Jessica and Mary came to Kelly and Matt.

KELLY YOU’RE GOING TO BE MOTHER!!! That’s great, we love ya and you’re going to be a great mother, Jessica and Mary said together when they laughed and hugged Kelly.

AND YOU’RE GOING TO BE A GREAT FATHER MATT, we also love you, Jessica and Mary said to Matt.  

Awwww, you gals are too sweet, I love you 2, and thanks for saying that I become a great mother, Kelly said with already tears in her eyes.

Ooo, no my hormones already start working Kelly said when she was still crying.

Also thanks Jessica and Mary for saying that I will become a great father Matt said, when he was hugging Kelly that was still crying.

Sorry for crying ya’ll, Kelly said to Jessica and Mary

It’s okay and normal Kelly, you know you’re pregnant, so you will cry a lot more lately, Mary said to Kelly.

Yeah that’s true, Kelly said and she started laughing.

We’re really happy for you 2, but we’re kinda worried, isn’t it hard to be pregnant of  quadruplets? You know, it’s really hard for your body Kelly, Jessica said kinda worried.

Yeah I think so Kelly said, but my mom just said that I’m going to be okay and that the doctors will take good care of me and our babies.

Okay then, we just don’t want that something bad is going to happen to you and btw you we’re recording you’re third album, but you’re pregnant now, how are ya going to do that Kelly? Mary asked.

Matt and Kelly looked at each other, ow no we forgot about my whole album, we were so busy with our dream that we completely forgot about it, Kelly said and she started to cry again.

No Kelly, please don’t cry, we will find something out and I’m sure that we will find a good solution for it, Matt said when he gave her a huge strong hug and a kiss on her forehead.

Awwwww, Jessica and Mary said together.

Okay, I just have to tell it my producers, I think I’ve to wait with bringing my album out, will my fans understand that? Kelly asked Matt.

Kelly of course they do, they know you and they will be very happy for you that you’re pregnant and they will wait for you’re next album, because they love you, Matt said to Kelly to convince her.

Awwwww Matt, you’re so sweet to me, you always say the right things on the right moment to me, you always know what to say to make me happy, Kelly said with a happy face and all her tears where gone.

The party went on for a long time in the noon, Kelly and Matt got lots of hands and hugs and Kelly cried a lot that day, because she was really happy and because she has hormones. But she had one problem, she had to tell her producers that she’s pregnant and that she can’t bring out her album in 3 months. Should her producers understand that they can’t bring out her album.
Posted on: September 27, 2009, 10:43:20 AMChapter 5: Problems

Two months and one week later

Kelly and Matt we’re on their way to the studio, they made an appointment with Kelly’s producers to talk about how it should go further with Kelly’s third album. It took so long, because Kelly’s producers we’re also very busy with other artists. Kelly’s stomach was already very big, her first 3 months we’re going well. Until their way to the studio. Kelly wasn’t feeling that well, Matt was very worried about Kelly. Matt felt Kelly’s forehead, she felt really hot and she was looking very pale.

Kelly are you sure you still want to go to the studio? They will understand that you can’t come, you’re really not looking good Kelly, Matt said with a worried voice.

No Matt, we can still go to the studio, we need to go, they have to know about me being 3 months pregnant and that I can’t bring out my album over a month, Kelly said sounding very sick, but she wanted to convince Matt to still go to the studio, she don’t want him to be worried.

No Kelly, I’m not going to the studio when you’re looking like this and you’re 3 months pregnant of our quadruplets for God’s sake, you can’t go like this to the studio, what if something happens to you and the quadruplets and you’re looking very sick, then it will all be my fault if something happens to you and I could never forgive it myself if there really something happens to you, because we didn’t went to the hospital, Matt said to Kelly with a very worried voice to convince her that she has to go to the hospital together with Matt.

Then in all of a sudden Kelly passed out.....it was silent, Matt was looking at her, he directly found a spot next to the highway to put their Mustang, so he could call a emergency car and to try to bring Kelly back. Trough Matt’s mind we’re flowing all kinds of questions: “will the emergency car be here on time? What happened to Kelly? Why is she so sick? What made her so sick? Are the quadruplets okay? Is Kelly going to be okay?”

Ten minutes after Matt called 911 the emergency car came, Kelly was still laying passed out in their Mustang. Two doctors came out the emergency car very fast.

So what happened exactly? The doctor asked.

Well Kelly and me we’re driving to the studio, but in all of a sudden Kelly didn’t felt so well anymore and then she passed out in all of sudden, Matt told the doctor very quickly and with a very worried voice, because he wanted to know as quickly as could why Kelly passed out in all of sudden and if Kelly and the quadruplets are going to be okay.

Okay, thank you, I see that she’s pregnant, how long is she pregnant? The doctor asked on Matt.

She’s 3 months pregnant now of quadruplets, are they all going to be okay? Matt told and asked the doctor still sounding very worried.

Okay, thank you, wow quadruplets, that are a lot of babies at one time, I can’t tell you now, we first have to wake her back up and then we’re going to bring her to the hospital and there we’re going to make her better and we’re going to find out why she passed out. You can also come with Kelly to the hospital in the emergency car, the doctor told Matt.

Okay, of course I’m coming with Kelly in the emergency car, I’ve to support her and the quadruplets to get better soon, Matt told the doctor.

During Matt was telling that to them, the doctor was trying to awake Kelly, he gave her air and tried all kind of things to wake her up, after trying lots of things Kelly eventually woke up, after being passed out for like 20 minutes.

What....where am I? What happened? Are the quadruplets okay? Where’s Matt? Kelly said when she woke up in all of sudden after being passed out for 20 minutes.

Kelly, please try to stay here, you’re next to the highway, you were passed out, and do you remember that? The doctor said and asked Kelly.

I passed out? I don’t remember, Kelly said to the doctor in a low voice and was looking very worried.

Okay Kelly, we’re going to bring you now to the hospital and we’re going to find out why you passed out and if you’re okay, the doctor said to Kelly when they lifted her on an emergency bed.

Matt grabs Kelly’s hand and gives her a kiss on her forehead, the doctors put Kelly first in the emergency car after Kelly the doctors are going to sit next to Kelly to keep her awake, then Matt steps in the car. After everyone was in the emergency car, they rushed to the closest hospital that was the Forth Worth Medical Hospital. The emergency car pulled into the special driveway, the doctors stepped out with Kelly on the emergency bed, and they rushed into the hospital. They lifted Kelly as soon as possible in a hospital bed and they took some tests of Kelly, when they took the tests Kelly was awake, she didn’t passed out anymore. After a while the tests were done and Kelly was stable, the nurses said that Matt could come in the room.

Hey hunny, are ya feeling a bit better? Matt asked on Kelly.

.......Hey hunny, a little, are the quadruplets okay? Kelly said with a very low voice.

I don’t know hunny, they took a couple of tests on you so we will find it out soon, Matt said with still a worried voice and he gave Kelly a French kiss.

Then just when Matt said that Doctor Delgado came in.

Hey Kelly, are you feeling better? Doctor Delgado asked Kelly.

A little, are the quadruplets okay? Kelly said in a low voice.

Uhm Kelly and Matt, I’ve not so good news for you two, Kelly’s body finds it hard to take care of 4 babies, Kelly isn’t strong enough, but we will get you trough this Kelly, you have to stay in the hospital so you can make the babies strong enough to live, so you have to stay in bed for like another 4 months at least, because all their organs are grown and work when the babies are 7 months old, but we will try to make them as old and as strong as we can, when their ready to come to the world, then we’re going to do a c-section on you, because it’s too hard for you’re body to give birth to 4 babies at one time. And Kelly you passed out, because you had to less of rest and too much of stress and that’s not good for someone who’s pregnant, so you’re medicine for now is lots of bed rest. And you can only walk for like half an hour a day, because you’re body can’t take all the weight of the babies, because you’re carrying 4 babies, Doctor Delgado told to Kelly and Matt.

Ow okay Doctor Delgado, if you say that, then I stay in bed, I’ve to make our babies strong, I’ve to bring them to live, Kelly told Matt and Doctor Delgado.

But is there a change that something is going to happen to Kelly? Matt asked worried on Doctor Delgado.

Maybe, there is a change, we never brought 4 kids to live before, but we’re doing everything to bring them to live and to make a great mother of Kelly, we will put Kelly trough this and we’re going to give you two 4 beautiful kids, doctor Delgado told Matt and Kelly.

Okay then, we’re going to support you my love, we’re going to put you trough this my love, we’re going to bring 4 kids to live, Matt said to Kelly and gave her again a French kiss and he laid his hand on Kelly’s big pregnant stomach.

Awwwwwwwww Matt, we are going to bring these kids to live indeed, I will give them all my power, so I can make them strong, so I can bring them to live, Kelly said to Matt and she also laid her hand on Matt’s hand that lies on Kelly’s big pregnant stomach.
 
Back at Sarah’s house, She was chatting with Kaish and listening to Kelly, she was now listening to “Don’t at St. Paul” (© of Kelly Clarkson):

You look at me,
Like you always do
You don't have a clue
You smile at me,
You hug me,
But you don't know I want you
You play with me,
You flirt with me,
You tell me all your secrets
I'm always the one you run to,
but to you I'm just your friend

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart cant take it
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,
Don't hurt me
Don't say you love me

Ooooh ooooh no no.. nooo.

I try my best to rid these thoughts,
Of you and I it's so hard
When come to me,
I fall back on my knees
I learned to hate love
You kiss me on the cheek,
You say you'd never make it without me
It's getting harder everyday
Please don't say to me,

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart can't take it
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,

Don't hurt me
Don't say you love me

Don't say you love me
Don't say you love me
Don't say you love me
Don't say you love me

My heart cant take it
I love you so much
But you don't see me
I hate love

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
Unless you mean it
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you need me,
Don't hurt me
No

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart cant take it
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,
Don't hurt me
Don't say you love me

Kaish was just out of the hospital she had an accident, her talk with Kaish starts:

Hey Kaish, how are ya? Do ya feel better? What happened? How did ya come in the hospital? Sarah said and asked Kaish.

Hey Sarah, I’m okay now, I’m so happy that I’m out of the hospital. I had an accident when I was riding on my bike a car hit me, I had a slight brain damage, but I’m just thankful it wasn’t worse,  Kaish said to Sarah.

Wow Kaish, that sounds very bad, I’m so happy you’re okay now and that you’re back, I really missed ya lots, Sarah said to Kaish.

Indeed it was very bad, actually it sucked, but I’m really happy that I’m back and that I can talk with you and all the other Kelly fans again, I really missed ya’ll, Kaish said to Sarah.

Then it was quiet for a while, Sarah was looking on Kellyville, then she saw something, it was good and bad news, after she read it, she told it to Kaish.

Kaish, I’ve to tell you some good and bad news, what’s the first one that you want to hear? Sarah asked Kaish.

Well I first like to hear the good news, because then I’m more prepared for the bad news, Kaish said kinda worried to Sarah.

Okay, well I just read something on Kellyville, some posted this on Kellyville “Kelly pregnant of quadruplets”, that’s great I’m so happy for Kelly, so Matt and Kelly are going to have quadruplets, woohoo, Go Kelly, Go Kelly, Kelly is gonna be a great mom, Sarah said to Kaish in a very happy voice.

Wow, 4 kids at one time, that’s awesome, I’m also very happy for them both, Kelly really deserves it and indeed she’s really going to be a great mom, but what’s the bad news then? Kaish said to Sarah also in a happy but also a kinda worried voice, because she was curious for the bad news.

Well the bad news is that I also found on Kellyville that Kelly lays in the hospital and she has to stay there till her 4 babies are born, because she needs rest and she has to make herself and all the babies strong and as old as she could, so she has to stay in the hospital for like 4 months at least, Sarah said to Kaish with a worried voice.

Wow, that’s bad, but our Kelly with give birth to them, she’s strong and we will give her all that power, we’re going to send her lots of blessings and things, we have to let her know that we feel with her, Matt and the quadruplets, we have to support her trough this, right Sarah, Kaish says to Sarah.

Yeah, you’re right, we’re going to give Kelly the power to give birth to her quadruplets, we’re going to support her trough this, but we’ve to think of a plan on how we’re going to give her that power and all the support that she needs the couple 4 months at least, Sarah says to Kaish.

Sarah and Kaish talked about Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets the whole day, they thought of some idea’s to give Kelly that power and to give her all the support that she needs right now. They talked also about with Brooke, Darlyn, Kathryn, Jade, Tiana and Caitlin, they all thought of a plan to tell Kelly that all her fans support her trough this.
Posted on: September 27, 2009, 11:04:11 AM*MORE CHAPTERS FOLLOW LATER THIS WEEK*

[Marin]

thera, please answer my PM 

[Thera]

thera, please answer my PM 

i did today, yay lol

Btw I'm going to post more chapters when I'm back home and ate dinner, so around 9 pm

[ericb]

please continue this when you can.I'm glad to see the fan fics are back. :)I gotta start visiting this forum more i see.

[Thera]

please continue this when you can.I'm glad to see the fan fics are back. :)I gotta start visiting this forum more i see.

I'll try to continue it when i have time (this year is my last schoolyear on this school, so i'm really really busy now. we got an project of half a year and we also get an exam that takes half a year + we have to type an enterprise plan [idk if that's the right word, but i hope you understand]), but i was thinking about reposting all chapters first, cuz some parts got lost and this way you don't have to go all the way through the topic to read the whole story so far

HERE IS CHAPTER 6, 7, 8 AND 9, ENJOY

Chapter 6: The Plan

One month later, at the hospital in Kelly’s room

Hey hunny, how are you feeling today? And how are our quadruplets doing? Matt asks Kelly when he comes in, gives her a French kiss and touches her huge pregnant stomach.

Well I’m kinda okay, though my stomach is getting pretty hard and the babies are moving a lot, it’s like they’re playing a basketball game inside, Kelly says with a smile on her face and grabs Matt’s hand to feel the babies move.

Do you want to go for a little walk? I think you need to get out of bed some time, you’re laying in your bed now for a month without getting out of it, I know that you’re worried about the babies and that you want the best for them, but you also have to think about yourself, Matt asks and says to Kelly with a smile on his face and looking a little worried.

Well I’d love to take a walk, but isn’t that kinda hard with my huge stomach, look at me, it’s like I’m a huge elephant, and who wants to see me this way, I’m really ugly now, Kelly says with tears rolling over her cheeks.

Don’t say that hunny, you’re also very beautiful when you’re pregnant of our quadruplets and you’re not ugly and you’re not like a huge elephant. I will help you with walking, I hold your hand and I know that we can both do it, and I still love you as much as always and I want to see you this way, Matt says to Kelly to convince her that she’s not ugly, he gives her a huge hug and a kiss on her forehead and he wipes away Kelly’s tears.

Thanks Matt, well should we take a walk then, before I change my mind, Kelly says to Matt with a smile on her face.

Yeah, lets go and take a little walk, Matt says to Kelly with also a smile on his face.

Matt helps Kelly to get her out of bed. After 3 minutes Kelly was out of her bed and standing on her feet. Matt was holding her hand, so she wouldn’t fall. They both walked out of Kelly’s room and took a little walk.

Where should we go? Matt asks Kelly.

Hmmmmmmm, I know where we could go, to the cafeteria, I’m hungry, Kelly says with a huge smile on her face.

Well let’s go to the cafeteria then, and you have to eat for 5 now, so it’s normal you’re hungry, haha, Matt says to Kelly when he laughs at her.

They had to go downstairs, because the cafeteria was downstairs in the hospital. Their walk to the elevator took like 10 minutes, they got into the elevator the pushed the button for floor zero, when they got downstairs they had to walk for like 5 minutes to the cafeteria. They both went to a table and sat down.

..............Wow.. ...............pfff ffff, that little walk was hard, Kelly said sounding very tired.

Awwww Kelly I will make you strong for the walk back okay? And you can rest here and get some energy with all the food that you want to eat, so Kelly what do ya want to eat? Matt asked and said to Kelly when he gave her a kiss on her forehead.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm, that’s hard and thanks hunny, I love some tasty frozen ding dongs..........mmmm mmm, and I haven’t ate those in ages. And maybe 2 huge healthy sandwiches and some tea, yeah that will be fine, Kelly says with a huge smile on her face.

Okay I’m going to order all that for you my love, Matt said with also a smile on his face.

Matt walked to the counter and ordered all the things that Kelly just had said to Matt and of course he also ordered some things for himself. Matt came back to the table with 1 full plate with frozen ding dongs, 1 full plate with 2 huge healthy sandwiches and a cub of tea for Kelly and for himself he brought 1 little sandwich and a cub of tea.     

Awwwwwwwwwwww hunny you’re so sweet, thanks for all the food, I’m so hungry. Babies our lunch has been served, time to eat, Kelly said to Matt and to the quadruplets with a huge smile on her face.

During their lunch Matt and Kelly talked about were it all started, before Kelly became pregnant and they talked about Kelly’s third album.

You know Matt you’re dream came true, I mean like 4 or 5 months ago you told me that you had dreamed that we both had 4 kids and look at me now, I’m pregnant of quadruplets for God’s sake, you’re dream came true, I mean our dream came true, Kelly said with a smile on her face when she was looking at Matt that was eating his sandwich.

Yeah, it’s very amazing and unbelievable, but great, I love you and the quadruplets so much, Matt said to Kelly and after he said it he gave Kelly a French kiss.

I also still can’t believe it hunny, but I also love you and the quadruplets very much, Kelly says to Matt back and she lays her hand on her huge pregnant stomach.

But hunny we still have a problem, after you passed out and had to go to the this hospital, we forgot again about your producers and your third album, it isn’t ready yet and you don’t want to bring it out now. And now you can’t go to the studio and tell them that ya can’t bring out your third album now, because you need to rest in bed. If we can’t go to the producers, then they have to come to you, don’t you think Kelly? Matt says and asks Kelly with a smile on his face.

Yeah I think that will work, they still have to know that I can’t bring out the third album now, they just have to come here, there’s no other way I can think of. Then I will call them tomorrow, not today, I’m too tired to call them today, the walk cost me lots energy, I think I’m going to sleep when I go back to my room. Yeah quadruplets mommy needs her sleep, I’ve to become strong for ya’ll, Kelly said to Matt and the quadruplets and she lays her other hand on her huge pregnant stomach.

Okay then, then were going to set this thing for ones and for all clear and indeed I also think mommy needs her sleep right now, mommy had a tuff day today, Matt says to Kelly and the quadruplets and he also lays his hand on Kelly’s hands and her huge pregnant stomach and he gave her a kiss on her forehead.

After they ate everything and Kelly was feeling stronger again, then Matt and Kelly started to walk back to Kelly’s room, Matt was holding Kelly’s hand really strong again, so she couldn’t fall. After 15 minutes they were both back at Kelly’s room. Matt helped Kelly back in bed again. When Kelly was lying back in bed her eyes closed slowly and after a few seconds she was asleep. Matt gave her a kiss on her forehead and on her huge pregnant stomach and he whispered “good night hunny, sleep tight”.

Back at Sarah’s home, she was listening to Kelly, she was listening to “Because Of You at the Grammy’s on 08-02-2006” (© of Kelly Clarkson), and you could hear Kelly sing:

Ooooo.....ooooo.......ooooooooo
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same darn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I find hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
 
Sarah was also talking with Brooke, Darlyn, Tiana and Jade. They were all thinking of a plan for Kelly to let her know that all her fans want to support her trough the hard pregnancy.

Hey ya’ll, how are ya’ll? Sarah asked her friends.

Hey Sweetie, I’m good thanks, Brooke said to Sarah with a smile on her face.

Hey Sarah Bear, I’m also good thanks, Darlyn said to Sarah with a huge laugh.

Hey Angel, I’m also good thanks and how are ya Sarah? Tiana and Jade said to Sarah and they both smiled.

You’re welcome, anytime, it’s timeless, yeah and I’m also good thanks, Sarah said to all her friends and she also started to laugh.

So should we start thinking of a plan on how we can show Kelly that all her fans support her trough her hard pregnancy? Brooke said to all her friends.

Have ya’ll thought of an idea already? Darlyn asked sounding very excited.

Hmmmmmmmmm, yeah maybe I’ve something. We could post on Kellyville a topic were we can ask lots of Kelly fans to make something for Kelly and they can make a pic of it when their holding the thing that they made for Kelly, they can all post the pics and they can put some letter with it on Kellyville and then someone can make a book of it and send it to Kelly’s fan mail, Sarah said very excited.

Wow Sweetie, I think ya have a great idea there, Brooke said to Sarah with a smile on her face.

Yeah indeed Brooke is right, that’s the best idea I’ve ever heard, Darlyn, Tiana and Jade said together sounding very happy.

Okay then, we have a plan, who’s going to post the topic? Darlyn asked everybody.

I think Sarah can post the topic the best, because she thought of the whole idea, Jade said sounding very excited.

I also think Jade is right, I think we all think Jade is right, Tiana said sounding very happy.

Yeah Jade is right, Sarah should post the plan, do ya want to do that Sarah? Brooke asked Sarah also sounding very excited.

Well okay, if ya’ll say it’s a good idea, thanks by the way for liking the idea and if ya’ll say I’ve to post it, then I suppose I’ve to post it, lol, Sarah said very happy to everyone.

Okay then, WOOHOO, WE HAVE A PLAN, now let’s hope that the plan will work and that Kelly will like it, Darlyn said to everyone still sounding very excited.

Sarah, Brooke, Darlyn, Tiana and Jade talked till midnight about if Kelly would like the plan and if the plan will come true. Will the gift of all the Kelly fans ever come to Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets at the hospital?
Posted on: September 29, 2009, 04:51:06 PMChapter 7: The Talk

1 Week later at the hospital

Jeanne, Jimmy, Jessica, Mary and Matt walked into the hospital; they were going to visit Kelly and the quadruplets. After they took the elevator to floor 4, they walked into Kelly’s room, which was room number 24, Kelly was lying in her bed looking very tired.

Hey hunny, how are you doing today? Matt asked before he gave her a French kiss.

Well I’m very tired, but I’m okay, hey mom and dad, Jessica and Mary, how are y’all doing? Kelly answered to Matt, looking very tired and said to Jeanne, Jimmy, Jessica and Mary.

Well we’re doing good, Mary and Jessica answered together on the same time and laughed at each other.

And we’re also doing good Kelly and we’re doing even better if you’re also doing good, but you just said you were okay, Jeanne and Jimmy answered to Kelly looking at her with a smile.

That’s good to hear, are the producers coming today? So we can talk about the album, Kelly asked Matt.

Yeah Kelly, they are coming today, they come over 30 minutes, do you think that you’re able to talk with them? Matt said and asked to Kelly.

Yeah I think so, I’ve to, but like you said I think they will understand, because we can’t go further with the album when I’m 5 months pregnant of quadruplets, Kelly said to them with a huge smile on her face.

Then Jessica and Mary were touching Kelly’s huge stomach and they lied there ears on her stomach to feel or hear the babies.

And did you 2 heard or felt something? Kelly asked with a very happy looking face.

Well actually yeah, I’ve felt something, did you felt something Jessica? Mary says to all the visitors in Kelly’s room.

Yeah, I also felt something, all your babies were moving a lot Kelly and to hear all the 4 heartbeats at the same time that was so cute, Jessica said and she laughed at Kelly and Matt.

The talk with Kelly’s mom and dad, Jessica and Mary went on for like 30 minutes longer, till Kelly’s producers came in. When they came in, they all said a goodbye to Kelly and Matt, and they would come and visit them later in the week. But first Kelly had to talk with her producers. 1 short woman, she’s called Nathalie and 1 tall man and he’s called Michael. They walked into Kelly’s room, where Kelly still was lying in bed with her quadruplets and they still were moving a lot in her stomach, maybe the babies are also going to ramble a lot when they’re older.

Hey Kelly and Matt, how are you 2? The both producers asked on the same time.

Well I’m doing good if Kelly is doing good, so Kelly are ya doing good? Matt says to both the producers.

Well I’m doing okay, cuz my stomach is really getting huge now and it’s also getting really hard, but without my huge stomach, I’m doing good, I love being pregnant, haha, Kelly says with a huge smile on her face.

Yeah Kelly, we see that you are pregnant, and you are like 5 months pregnant now, right? Nathalie asks Kelly.

Yeah 5 months and 1 week now, so it’s really gone fast and hopefully I will be still lying in my bed for at least 2 months longer, so our babies will be full grown and healthy, Kelly said to Nathalie 1 of the 2 producers.

Well Kelly,  when you’re here lying in the hospital being 5 months pregnant of quadruplets, then you can’t bring out your album now, then you first have to think of your family and to be strong enough for giving birth to your quadruplets. Michael said to Kelly.

Okay, that’s sweet of you, but when do we bring the new album out then? Kelly asked, when she already was thinking about going to work as soon as possible, which is really Kelly Style, because Kelly loves singing and writing, she can’t live without it.

Well we think that we could bring out the album when you’ve settled your family and when you think you’re ready to sing and write again, Nathalie and Michael both said together to Kelly with both a smile on their faces.

See Kelly, I said they would understand, so you don’t have to worry about your album anymore, now you can think about yourself and the quadruplets only, Matt said to Kelly and gave her a kiss on her forehead.

Nathalie and Michael stayed a little longer, to talk about Kelly’s and Matt’s life, about how it was going to change with 4 new kids in their lives and they also talked about other interesting subjects, like about new singers and bands. The producers stayed for another 30 minutes and then they left, so Matt and Kelly were both together again.

So we’re together again, huh? Kelly said to Matt with looking very cute at him.

Yeah, indeed we are, so do ya wanna sleep now hunny? Are ya tired of all the visitors of today? Matt said to Kelly with a laugh.

Yeah, I think I am actually, I think I need to take a nap again, Kelly said to Matt with looking very tired again, she’s getting a lot tired lately, because of the pregnancy, the quadruplets are like sucking all the energy out of Kelly, but they will be all okay, like Doctor Delgado said.

Okay then hunny, that’s my cue, then I let you take your nap, so I go home and I’m going to work further on the quadruplets bedroom, is that okay with you hunny? Matt said to Kelly with a smile on his face.

Yeah, of course that’s okay, I can’t wait to see their bedroom, you’re so sweet for working so hard on their bedroom, Kelly said to Matt with also a smile on her face.

Well sleep tight hunny and the quadruplets and keep strong, Matt said to Kelly and he gave her a long French kiss, a long hug and he kissed her huge 5 months pregnant stomach.

Kelly directly fell asleep and Matt was looking with a huge smile on his face to her, when he was thinking “She looks so cute when she’s sleeping”.

Back at Sarah’s house, Sarah was checking Kellyville, she was looking on how much people already made things, when it was 1 week later after the news of Kelly and Matt that are getting quadruplets. She was also listening to Kelly singing “Behind These Hazel Eyes at Dallas (© of Kelly Clarkson)

Noooooooo......yeah
Nooooo.....nooo.... noooo....noooo..... noooooooooo
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought he was the one
Broken up, deep inside
But he won't get to see the tears I cry
I cry....
 
I told him everything
Opened up and let him in
He  made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can’t breathe,
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Kelly saying: “Sing!!!”

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought he was the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
I cry......

Well swallow me then spit me out
For hating him, I blame myself
Seeing him it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Just leave me alone....
Leave me alone....

Here I am, once again
I'm torn....I’m torn.......... 
Just thought he was the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
I cry..........

Sarah was looking now on Kellyville and she found out that already 10 people had post their things that they’ve made for Kelly. So Sarah was so happy that she was going to tell it to Rachel on msn. So Sarah logged in on msn to see if Rachel was on and yeah she was on, so the talk started.

Hey Sarah, how are ya? Rachel said to Sarah sounding very happy.

I’m good thanks and how are ya Rachel? Sarah asked at Rachel also sounding happy.

Well I’m also doing good, though I haven’t done a lot of fun things, just school, haha, Rachel said to Sarah with a smile on her face.

That’s good to hear and you know already 10 dorks posted in the surprise thing for Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets, so that awesome, I hope more dorks will post something they’ve made on Kellyville, because Kelly really needs a lot of support now, Sarah said to Rachel and she was again rambling, just like she always does.

Yeah, that’s great news, I will post something later in this week, because I’m really busy with school, but I’m really going to make something, because indeed Kelly really deserves and needs it now, Rachel said to Sarah and she laughed.

I hope Kelly will like it and that she can get the gift of all of us, but we will work it out, because she has to get that gift, it’s really important that she gets it, she needs it, Sarah said sounding very sure of herself and sounding that she wanted to give Kelly the gift very badly.

Yeah, you’re right again, she just needs to have it, because she needs to know that all her fans are supporting her trough this, no matter what is going happen, Rachel said to Sarah also very sure of herself and that Kelly has to get the gift.

The talk went on all night and they kept on talking about a lot of subjects. Like how their week was, if Rachel wrote a new story, if they done something fun and about Kelly of course. If Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets are going to be okay. They also both read on Kellyville that Kelly’s album is postponed to when Kelly is ready for singing again, but they both already expected that. After Sarah’s talk with Rachel, she went to bed and closed her eyes so she could count the sheep’s.
Posted on: September 29, 2009, 04:55:08 PMChapter 8: Frozen Like An Ice Sculpture

3 weeks later, Kelly is 6 months pregnant now

Matt is on his way to Kelly and the quadruplets in the hospital. He walks to Kelly’s room with a bouquet of roses. Matt walked into Kelly’s room with a huge smile on his face, but then in all of a sudden he let the bouquet of roses fall on the floor, he just stood there frozen an ice sculpture, he just couldn’t bring the words out of his mouth of seeing what he was seeing, he just saw Kelly there lying helpless in bed. Matt saw Kelly lying in her bed, she was eating 10 minutes before Matt came in, but after a while Kelly’s food came out of her mouth, but Kelly couldn’t feel a thing, it was like she was asleep only then with her eyes open. Matt ran to her, trying to wake her up, but Kelly didn’t moved or heard anything. Matt tried to wake her up again:

KELLY WAKE UP, PLEASE HUNNY WAKE UP! Matt said with tears in his eyes.

Then Matt saw the red emergency button, behind Kelly’s bed, he pushed as fast as he could on the button. 2 Minutes later Doctor Delgado and a few nurses were at Kelly’s room.

Okay Matt, do you want to stand outside please, were going to wake up Kelly and were going to figure out what has happened with Kelly, Doctor Delgado said to Matt.

Doctor Delgado, I can’t leave her like this, she needs me and I need Kelly, please let me stay? Matt asked sounding very desperate.

Well okay Matt, but don’t stand us in our way and maybe you won’t like what you’re going to see, Doctor Delgado said to Matt, she was still trying to convince Matt to go outside.

Okay, of course I won’t stand ya’ll in the way, when you’re helping my girlfriend and our quadruplets, Matt said with very worrying voice.

Well then it’s fine Matt, Doctor Delgado said to Matt.

The nurses and Doctor Delgado did all what they could to wake Kelly up, after trying for half an hour then Kelly finally woke up, but she still wasn’t feeling strong, Kelly was looking very weak, she almost had no power anymore to give the quadruplets enough strength for another month, Kelly was exhausted. Doctor Delgado walked to Matt and she said to him.

Matt, I’m sorry but Kelly has to get a c-section right away, Kelly has not enough strength anymore to stay in bed for another month, she is completely exhausted, that’s why she passed out again. So we’re going to start and make Kelly ready for the c-section and of course you can come also into the ER. The nurses ride Kelly out of room 24 and Matt was following them and Doctor Delgado. The nurses gave Matt a hairnet and some healthy nets for under his shoes, because everything had to be sterilized in the ER. When every nurse, that were like for every baby like 6 nurses and when Doctor Delgado and all the other surgeons were sterilized the c-section started. They had to be fast, because the babies weren’t full grown yet and Kelly was looking really bad, she had a bad pulse and her heart was getting weaker and weaker. The c-section got a high risk for Kelly and the quadruplets. After 20 minutes on 3:20 AM Doctor Delgado found the first baby, it was a little blond baby girl. But the baby girl didn’t cry, she couldn’t breath. After the doctor cut the umbilical cord she gave the very little blond girl directly to one of the nurses with pink hairnets. The nurse took her to a place where was standing a table with all kinda things were you can try to keep a baby a live. All the nurses with the pink hairnets tried everything to let the little blond girl live, but the baby was also too weak just like Kelly and she wasn’t full grown yet. So after 10 minutes of trying the little blond baby girl died. Doctor Delgado had to call the time of death. Then in all of a sudden Kelly said “No, not my baby, please don’t say this is true?” I’m sorry Kelly, “time of death 3:30 AM”. Then Doctor Delgado tried as fast as she could to save the other 3 babies, but unfortunately all the other 3 babies were also too weak. The first baby after the little blond baby girl, was a little boy with hazel eyes, he was born at 4 AM, Doctor Delgado gave the little baby boy to nurses with blue hairnets and they also tried everything to keep him alive, but the little baby boy of 60 centimetres also didn’t cry, so Doctor Delgado had to call again the time of death, “time of death 4:15 AM”, Doctor Delgado said sounding very worried about all her patients, she was also very worried about Kelly, she was worrying if she was going to make it, Kelly lost already too much blood. She was getting weaker and weaker, after a baby was born, it took too much strength of her. On 4:30 AM was the third baby born, it was a little blond girl with cobalt blue eyes, but she also didn’t cry when she came into the big world. “NO, NOT ANOTHER BABY, PLEASE DON’T CALL IT AGAIN, PLEASE I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE”, Kelly said with tears rolling over her eyes. Then in all of sudden Kelly’s heartbeat was a flat line. “GET THE CRASH TEAM NOW!!!! Doctor Delgado yelled at the nearest nurse that was standing next to her. Okay, the nurse said. During when the nurse was getting the crash team the little blond baby girl with cobalt eyes died, so doctor Delgado called again “time of death 4:50 AM”, but now she had tears in her eyes. Matt was also crying behind Kelly, he was crying like a whole ocean. “Kelly, please, don’t leave me, I need you, please stay with me”, Matt said with tears in his eyes to Kelly that was still lying there with the flat line. Doctor Delgado was using SPR on Kelly, trying to bring her back. Then 2 minutes later the crash team came in. They directly started to use the shock machine on Kelly. “okay, 100 Watt, CHARGE, Everyone get away of the bed, a crash team member said” after he said that, he did the 100 Watt on Kelly, Kelly jumped up, but still no heartbeat. Matt was standing behind all the people of the crash team, he laid his head into his hands, he couldn’t look, he just could take it. “Okay, people we take now 150 Watt, CHARGE, Everyone get away of the bed”, the crash team member said again. Kelly again jumped of the bed, but still no heartbeat. “Okay, just one more try, 170 Watt, CHARGE, Everyone loose the bed, please”, the crash team member said again. Kelly jumped higher off her bed now, but unfortunately there was still a flat line. “Doctor Delgado should we call it?”, the crash team member asked. “........Unfortunately yes, there’s nothing we can’t do anymore.”  “Time of death 5:30 AM”, the crash team member said. Then Matt felt with his knees on the floor, crying out loud really hard. NO, NOT KELLY, NOT MY HUNNY, PLEASE GOD WAKE HER UP! Matt yelled at God, when he looked up to the sky with pointing both his hands to the sky.

Then in all of a sudden Kelly stood up, “huh, were am I?” But Kelly wasn’t really climbing of the operation table. No, Kelly was climbing out herself, she was a ghost now. When Kelly was standing next to the table, she was completely silent, she couldn’t bring a word out, because she saw herself lying there with all the doctor stuff. “No, I can’t be dead, Matt hunny, please don’t say I’m dead?”, Kelly asked Matt when she was looking at him sitting on his knees on the ground. But Matt didn’t answered her question, because he couldn’t hear her, so he was still sitting there with tears in his eyes. “No, it’s true......I am dead.” Then Kelly walked over to her 2 little baby girls and her 1 little baby boy, her other baby was still in her stomach, but because they were too busy with saving Kelly, so they couldn’t save the other baby in Kelly’s stomach. When Kelly was standing next to her little blond baby girl, she cried, she tried to touch the stomach of the baby girl, but her hand went right trough it. “No, baby, you can’t be dead, your mommy is here, please wake up”, Kelly said with tears rolling over her cheeks. Then Kelly walked over to her little baby boy with hazel eyes, she saw him lying there helpless. “You’re such a beautiful baby boy , you look so much alike your dad. Why are you dead? You don’t deserve to be dead. GOD WHY DID YOU KILLED MY BABIES?”, Kelly said with crying now harder then last time. Kelly tried to shut the hazel eyes of the little baby boy, but again she couldn’t do it. Then Kelly walked over to the little blond girl with cobalt blue eyes, she was also lying there helpless, with all types off tubes on her little body. “No, also not you baby, your eyes are so beautiful, you just can’t be dead, you had a beautiful life in front of you, your dad would take good care of you, but he can’t take care of you, because we’re all dead for God’s sake”, Kelly said to the little baby girl she was crying like a river now. After standing there for another 5 minutes of looking at her beautiful little babies, she walked to Matt, she was trying to touch him, she wanted to kiss him, but she couldn’t, every time when she tried, then her face gone trough Matt’s face.

Half an hour later Kelly woke up in all of a sudden, she was hyperventilating, so she pushed the read emergency button. 2 Minutes later Doctor Delgado came in, she gave Kelly a bag, were should could breath easily in, so she could breath normal again. After 10 minutes Kelly’s hyperventilating stopped. Doctor Delgado asked her what has happened.

Kelly what happened? How does it comes that you were hyperventilating?

“I had an awful nightmare, all my babies died and I died”, Kelly said to Doctor Delgado with still her tears rolling over her cheeks just like a waterfall.

 WOW, that sounds indeed like an awful nightmare, Doctor Delgado said to Kelly, sounded very surprised of what Kelly just said to her.

“Doctor Delgado, could you take some tests of me and the babies, to look if were doing fine and to look if I’ve enough strength for another month, because I really don’t want to die and I also don’t want that something bad is going to happen to all my babies”, Kelly said to Doctor Delgado sounding very worried now over her own health and the health of the quadruplets.

“Of course Kelly, we can do that if you want, were going to take some tests of you right away”, Doctor Delgado said to Kelly, trying to make her feel better.

The nurses took Kelly to a place were they took all kind of tests on Kelly and the quadruplets, they took like x-rays and all kind of other stuff. They were done after 1 hour, so they drove Kelly back to room 24. When she was back at her room she directly fell asleep and she was hoping that she didn’t get another nightmare.
Posted on: September 29, 2009, 04:56:48 PMChapter 9: The Results

The next day at Kelly’s room

It’s 10:30 AM when Kelly wakes up, she thought about her nightmare all night. She was so hoping that she and the quadruplets were okay. Then doctor Delgado walked in with the results of Kelly and the quadruplets. Kelly saw the papers and directly she was very worried.

Hey Kelly, did you have got a good sleep? Doctor Delgado asked Kelly.

Yeah, I slept pretty fine, thank you doctor, Kelly said to Doctor Delgado.

Kelly I’ve got the results of you and the quadruplets here, and I’ve good news, you and the quadruplets are just fine, so you just can stay in your bed for another month and then you can bring them in to the world, Doctor Delgado said to Kelly.

Thank you Doctor Delgado, you just made me so happy, I’m going to call Matt right away, he has to know that I’m fine and that the quadruplets are fine, Kelly said being very happy of the good results.

Okay Kelly, that’s fine, then I’m going to check now on the other patients, Doctor Delgado said to Kelly and she walked out of Kelly’s room.

Kelly picked up the phone and dialled the number of Matt and Kelly’s home. After 2 minutes Matt picked up the phone.

Hey hunny, how are ya? Kelly said to Matt.

I’m good, thanks for asking hunny, did ya got the results of the tests? Matt asked still sounding very worried.

Yeah, and I’ve got good news, me and the quadruplets are just fine, but I still need my bed rest, so I still need to try to stay in bed for another month, Kelly said to Matt with a happy voice.

Kelly, that’s great news, I come to visit you right away, I just have to see you and the quadruplets again, I want to hold you in my arms, so I come over right away, Matt said to Kelly also sounding now very happy.

Okay Sweetie, I’d love it when you come visit me, haha, I can’t wait till you are here, bye hunny, love you, Kelly said to Matt and gave him a kiss trough the phone.

Bye hunny, love you too, Matt said back to Kelly who gave a kiss back trough the phone and then hang up on the phone.

After a ride of 15 minutes Matt was in the hospital, during the ride he bought 24 red roses for Kelly. He walked into the hospital and walked as fast as he could to room 24, because he had to see Kelly and the quadruplets again. Then 2 minutes later he walked into Kelly’s room and he gave Kelly a huge long loving kiss, Matt kissed Kelly for like 3 minutes, after the long kiss he gave Kelly the 24 red roses.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, hunny, that’s so sweet, Kelly said sounding now even happier and she gave Matt a huge hug and a kiss full of emotion, Kelly's hormones we're working again..

So how are you feeling hunny? Can you handle all the 4 kids in your tummy? Matt said at Kelly and he laughed.

I feel kinda okay, It’s still like they are playing a full basketball game inside, haha, but I think I can handle them for another month, haha, Kelly said when she laid her hands on her 6 months pregnant stomach.

Well let me hear that basketball game, haha, Matt said and he laid his right ear on Kelly’s stomach, WOW, I think that the boys are winning the game if I can hear it well. It's like the NBA and the WNBA are playing against each other, haha, like the Seattle Storm with 1 of our babies is like Lauren Jackson against the Seattle SuperSonics were 1 of our babies is like Nick Collison, Matt said when he was joking around with Kelly.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm, wait you can hear it huh, well I can’t lay my ear on my stomach, because it’s kinda a too long distance, so I say that I just feel that the girls are winning this game at the Kelly Arena, the score is 82 for the girls and 68 for the boys, so the boys suck in this game, but maybe they will beat the girls if they work very hard, but Lauren Jackson is a great player, so ya can't beat her, haha, Kelly said and she replaced her hands on different places, to feel how the basketball game was going in her Kelly Arena.

Well yeah, come on you boys, work harder and win of the girls! Matt yelled to the boys inside of Kelly’s huge stomach.

Don’t listen to your farther, GO GIRLS, YOU CAN WIN THIS, WE STAND FREAKIN FIRST, SO THE GIRLS DON’T LOOSE THIS GAME! Kelly yelled to the girls and she smiled.

Then Matt and Kelly hugged each other and said should we make the game a tie, because we could never know who’s winning anyway, because it’s not like the baby’s are going to tell us when they are older, hahahaha, and they both rolled on the floor of all the laughing.

Matt and Kelly had a lot of fun all the day in the hospital, Matt stayed all day in the hospital till Kelly fell asleep. Matt gave her a good night kiss on her forehead and he gave a good night kiss on Kelly's huge pregnant stomach. He drove back home in their cobalt blue Mustang and fell directly asleep on the bed of him and his wife. He dreamed about a happy family, that Kelly and Matt would have together.

Back at Sarah’s house. Sarah was looking at Kellyville on how many people had made things for Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets. She saw that 1 month later after she looked for the last time that already 50 dorks had post their things that they had made for Kelly. So Sarah had to talk with Brooke to tell her the great news and if they already had to send the photos of the Kelly things and the texts to Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets, but first Sarah started Windows Media Player to listen to Kelly 24/7 as usual, the song were she was listening to right now was “Hear Me at Temecula at the Hazel Eyes Tour 2005 (© of Kelly Clarkson)”

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I’m waiting......
Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I’m hoping my dreams bring
You close to me
Are you listening?......

Oooo....Oooo......

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to and
No one to hold me
I’m not always strong
Oh I need you here
Are you listening.......... ......

Hear me I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me....now
I’m lost inside the crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please.......

I’m restless and wild
I fall but I try
I need someone who understands......
I’m lost in my thoughts
But baby I’ve fought
For all that I’ve got......
Can you hear me?.....

Hear me I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me....now
I’m lost...I’m lost.........
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please.......

Hear me.....hear me...hear me.....
Can you hear me?
Hear me....hear me....hear me...
Noooo....Nooooo.... .
I said hear me
Would  you hear me?
Please hear me..............

After Sarah had started Windows Media Player then she started up MSN, so she could talk with Brooke, when she logged in on MSN, she saw that Brooke was on. Sarah was very happy that she is on, because Sarah can’t live without Brooke. Brooke means a lot to Sarah, they always talk about everything and Sarah feels like that Brooke understands everything what Sarah says to her. The talk with Brooke started:

Hey Sweetieheart Sis Angel, how are ya? Sarah asked Brooke, when she was wondering if Brooke was okay.

Hey Sweetieheart Sis Angel, I’m good, thanks Sweets and how are you Sarah? Brooke asked back at Sarah the same thing, which is logical, haha.

I’m also good Sweets, thanks for asking. I have some great news, 50 people/dorks have posted in the topic for Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets and that’s minus the things that we’ve made for them, because we still have to post them on there, haha, Sarah said with a huge smile on her face.

That’s great news Sarah, so when are we going to paste the photos and the texts in a book? And when are we going to send them to Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets? Because Kelly is already 6 months pregnant now, so she is almost going to give birth to her children, Brooke said to Sarah and looked a little wondered of what Sarah is going to answer.

Well I think that we can start to paste the photos and the texts in the book and I think that we can shut the topic now, cuz like you said there is not so much time anymore. And then we can send the book to Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets like over 1 week or so, depends on when we’re ready with the book. So should I post in the topic then that we’re going to paste all the photos and the texts in a book and that we’re going to send it to Kelly in like 1 week? Do ya think that’s a good idea? Sarah said to Brooke and she laughed.

Yeah, I think that’s a good idea, can you paste in here what you’re going to post into the topic? So we can decide together if it’s good enough, Brooke said to Sarah who was getting a bit hyper of this stuff, because she was so happy that all Kelly’s fans we’re going to give a surprise to Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets.

Okay, that’s fine, I shall paste it right away, cuz I’ve already posted it, haha, but I can still edit it if it isn’t good enough. This is what I’ve posted:

“He ya’ll, thanks for all photos of all the freakin coolbeans things that ya’ll have made and thanks for the sweet texts to Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets. I’m sure that Kelly and Matt will love it. So ya’ll know that Kelly is already like 6 months pregnant now, so she is almost going to give birth to their children, WOOHOO, GO KELLY, GO KELLY. Brooke and I have talked about if we should send it to Kelly and we both thought that we should. So that means that ya’ll can’t post any pictures of the things that you’ve made and no texts anymore, well ya can, but then it’s not going to be in the book for Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets, because then it’s too late. So I’m going to print all the photos of all your stuff and all the texts and then I’m going to paste the photos and all your sweet texts to Kelly into a book for Kelly and Matt. After all the photos and texts are paste into the book, then we’re going to send it to Kelly and Matt. So Kelly knows that we are all there for her, and again thanks ya’ll”

So what do ya think Sweetieheart? Do ya think that it’s good? Sarah asked wondering if Brooke would like it.

Hmmmmm...........ye ah I think it’s good, you’ve said that with good words, Sweetieheart. Just like ya always do, haha, Brooke said to Sarah and laughed.

Okay, so I don’t have to change it? Was the grammar also right? And thanks, that’s so sweet, Sarah said and it was like she was getting speechless again.

Nope, I don’t think that ya have to change it, I think it’s good enough this way and your grammar was right, I didn’t saw any typing disorders or bad grammar, lol. And you’re welcome Sarah, Brooke said and she was still laughing.

The talk between Brooke and Sarah went on till in the late hours of midnight, they talked about Kelly stuff, about their selves of what they’ve been trough the past week and other stuff. And Sarah knew that the plan that she thought of with Brooke, Darlyn, Kathryn, Jade, Acacia, Tiana, Rachel and Mel was almost coming true, their plan was almost worked out and the book would almost be send to Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets. That was like 1 dream that already would come true for Sarah and all her Kelly fan friends.

[ericb]

Very good Thera. I like how you're able to wite large chapters too,I wish i had that kind of speed,but being the snailguin,I'm well.......... slow.

[Thera]

Very good Thera. I like how you're able to wite large chapters too,I wish i had that kind of speed,but being the snailguin,I'm well.......... slow.

thanks, i already wrote it a long time ago though. Thanks, idk how I'm able to do that. And i'm not really speedy either, I'm slow with updating and finishing my story, but I wasn't able to finish my story yet, cuz i've got an gigantic writers block.

HERE ARE CHAPTERS 10, 11, 12 AND 13, ENJOY

Chapter 10: The Fan Mail To Kelly

The next day

Sarah had made a book of all the stuff that all the Kelly fans from Kellyville had made for Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets. It was Monday and Sarah went to the post office to send the book to Kelly’s official fan club address,  she had put the book in a big A4 envelope and she had written a little letter on the first page of the book to explain Kelly what all the Kelly fans from kckellyville.com had made for her, Matt and the quadruplets.

2 weeks later at Kelly’s fan mail-office

Kelly’s assistant Ashley who’s working at Kelly’s fan mail-office, was checking all the fan mail that Kelly got in the last couple of months. Then in all of a sudden she saw a big A4-format envelope, it was a very thick envelope. Ashley was curious and she checked what was in the envelope. Then she saw the book that Sarah and all her other Kelly fan friends has made. There was a title on the book which said “A Special Gift To Mommy Kelly Clarkson”. Ashley looked at the things that all the Kelly fans from kckellyville had made and typed. After she had seen the whole book, then she made a call to Kelly who was lying in the Forth Worth hospital. The phone call started.

Hey Kelly, how are ya and how are the quadruplets? Ashley asked.

Hey Ashley, I’m good, but it would be amazing to see the quadruplets finally, haha. And how are ya Ashley?

I’m also good, thanks for asking Kelly. I found something cool and very sweet in your fan mail today, should I come over to visit you, so I could come and bring it to you, because I’m sure that you would love it.

You’re welcome, wow that sounds like my fans have send me something amazing and yeah I would love it if you come over, to show it to me. You know ya made me very curious now Ashley.

Okay Kelly, then I will come over right away and I shall bring that book with me, see ya over 30 minutes or so, bye Kelly, Ashley said

Bye Ashley, Kelly said back to Ashley and she laughed.

Back at the fan mail-office

Ashley walked to the parking lot, she walked to her car and drove to Forth Worth Hospital. When she at Forth Worth Hospital, then she walked to room 24 where Kelly was laying.

Hey Kelly, how are ya? Ashley asked.

Hey Ashley, I’m okay, thanks, it’s nice to see ya again and how are ya? Kelly asked Ashley with a smile.

I’m good and it’s also nice to see ya again. So how is it here at the hospital? Ashley asked.

Well it’s okay, I have got stay like most of the day in bed, because it’s better if I rest a lot, since I’m pregnant of quadruplets and that sucks like a lot of energy from me, so actually I can’t wait to give birth to them. And I see that you brought the book that you got into the fan mail today, can I see it please? Kelly asked and she sounded very curious.

Well I hope that you give birth to them soon then, so you can be an amazing mother. And yeah I brought it with me, here it is *Ashley gives the book to Kelly*, I’m sure that you love it.

Kelly looks at the book, she sees a black book with written in golden letters on the cover “A Special Gift To Mommy Kelly Clarkson”. Kelly reads the title of the book out loudly “A Special Gift To Mommy Kelly Clarkson”, WOW, I love that title, hahaha. Seems like a few of my fans didn’t forgot me. Okay lets check out the book, she opens the book and she reads the first page:

Dear Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets,

We are a few Kelly fans from the fansite “kckellyville.com”. We made this book special for you to give you all the strength that you need in the hospital, to let you make your quadruplets strong kids just like their mommy. We all want to give you our heart. We all want to let you know that we’re always there for you and that we never are going to leave you. You’re our amazing Queen Angel and we will also need you forever. Your music means a lot to us, we can all relate to everything that you’ve wrote. Also your personality is a big part of us, because you’re so real to us and that means a lot to every Kelly fan around the world. We hope that this book makes you feel stronger, so you can be a great mommy and gave birth to those amazing and blessed 4 kids in your tummy. We love you, Matt and the quadruplet’s lots and for always, we will always support you, no matter what happens.

Lots of love from your Kelly fans of the fansite kckellyville.com

WOW, that was amazing, Kelly said with tears in her eyes of happiness and of knowing that her fans are always support her.

Indeed it is Kelly, you must be very thankful for having such amazing fans, Ashley said and she smiled.

Yeah, I’m very blessed to have fans like these, Kelly said and she started to laugh of happiness.

Kelly looked further trough the book and she read lots of amazing pages, who also made her cry of happiness. She also saw amazing pictures of things that they made for Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets.

WOW, they wrote amazing and very sweet thing to me, I love it. And those things that they made are amazing, I love these pictures, though I wished that they could give those thing for real to me, I just want to meet them, because they must be very special persons, if they made this for me, Kelly said and she started to sound even more happy and stronger.

Well maybe we can try and make them meet you, because I’m sure that it is also one of their dreams to meet you, Ashley said to Kelly and she laughed.

Yeah, you’re right, I think they also want to meet me, since they’re my fans and since they made this for me.

Then in all of a sudden Kelly comes to the page where she sees a painting of herself in gold with a text on the side that says “My Queen Angel”,  with also 3 of her tattoos in gold and a black background.

................... ...........WOW, this is an amazing painting who has made this? I’ve got to meet this person, Kelly asked Ashley.

Well maybe you should read the text that she wrote on the other pages next to the picture of the painting, Ashley said to Kelly.

That’s a good idea, Kelly started to read the other page next to the pictures.

Dear Kelly, Matt and the quadruplets,

My name is Sarah Heijmans, I’m 19 years old and I live in Holland. I’m a huge fan of you, you can probably see that on my name on kckellyville.com which is “DIEHARDKELLYFAN”. Well I just wanted to say to you that you mean a lot to me and your music is a huge help to me. Your music always makes me feel better, when I’m sad. Well I shall tell you a bit more about my life. I kind of had a hard childhood, I never got any really good close friends and I got bullied on pre-school and the 1st year of middle school and I always had problems with standing up for myself. So because of that I stayed another year in group 7, because they thought that I couldn't make friends that well and because I had problems with standing up for myself, so that made me loose my friends that I had in group 8 (well I thought that they were my friends, but we really weren't that close, I always looked at the other girls in class that were closer then I was with them and they with me) and in that year I had to follow a course to learn how to stand up for myself.  I also learned there to make friends, which I thought that I already could. I think that the course didn't really helped me. Well after 2 years I finished pre-school, so I went to middle school, the first year on there I got bullied again, because of the way I look, which made my self-trust going down a lot, though it was already very low. Then in the 2nd year of middle school I met some nice people, because all the people of 1st class got mixed up in 2nd class and all the bad people that were in 1st class got kicked off school, so that was good. But with those good people I became friends, even one friend made me buy 4 freakin rabbits, btw we're not friends anymore now, because she said to me that she cares more about her rabbits then about me. But let me go further on were I was. In those 3 years of middle school, I didn't got bullied, I got there a little more self trust and I even became a rabbit freak. But those friends that I've got made it hard for me to get in the group, because I was first walking a little behind their asses. Because they were like the only people that were like me, but they didn't excepted me in the beginning, they just let me walk behind their asses and I was very shy. In the 2nd class, I also met a nice mentor Esther van Gool, she gave English and she also helped me with standing up for myself, so I'm very thankful that I was able to met her. But now I’m going to talk about you Kelly, well first I didn't listened that much to music, I thought that it had no meaning and most of it was all party music, but you KELLY made me listen to music, good music, real music, helpful music. You helped me with standing up for myself (I'm still not that good at it, but I'm still doing my best), you also help me when I'm down or sad. You Kelly gave me amazing phenomenal TRUE friends that live all over the world, were I talk with on msn almost every evening, they are the friends that I have never got ever in my life. They are my Angels, you Kelly gave me these Angels, well the Angels gave me the Angels, but thank you Kelly to let the Angels exist. You Kelly made me less shy, you made me talking people’s ears off. You made me write poems/songs and a fan fiction about you and we your fans. You are my inspiration, my MUSE. You made me the person that I am now, but I still have to work on myself. I'm also working on myself now, I go to a social worker like every once in the 2 weeks and she helps me with figuring myself and my life out. Thanks to my mentor Saskia Wingens I go to the social worker now, she found out that they could help me, she made me realize that I had to make that step. So that's my story on how I got to the social worker. But you will help me trough this when I listen to your music. You also made me have true friends that also help me trough hard and bad things. You made me believe in myself, that I am a someone that needs to exist. You are the one that gave me self trust. You made everybody realize that everyone can make their dreams come true, so I’m also going to make my dreams come true, so Kelly you have to get a piece of wall free for my Kelly painting, because it is going to hang in your house, lol. and Kelly you also have to make some place free in your bookcase, because there are going to stand all my poems and my fan fic in, lol. YOU KELLY JUST MADE ME BELIEVE THAT I AM HERE AND THAT I CAN MAKE MY OWN DREAMS COME TRUE, THANKS KELLY FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, the only thing that I have got to do now is thanking you personally, but I have faith that it will happen on one day. I LOVE YOU KELLY SO MUCH, THANK YOU.

Bless you, Matt and the quadruplets and lots of love from Sarah Heijmans your DIE HARD KELLY FAN

P.S: If you want to write or mail me something back, then you can do that at this address:

Sarah Heijmans
Vliertwijksestraat 43
5243 RG Rosmalen
The Netherlands

and my e-mail address is:
sarahheijmans@hotmail.com

you can also call me on my cell phone and my number is: +31622894969

OMG, this is a sad story, but also a very good story, Kelly said with tears rolling from her eyes. I freakin have to meet this Sarah Heijmans, she sounds like she’s so much alike me, with the writing poems/song and with her hard childhood. OMG, it’s kind of like I read my own story all over again, Kelly said still kind of upset about the whole story. That girl has just so much faith in that she’s going to meet me, that’s just amazing.

Uhm Kelly, there’s standing an address, an e-mail address and a phone number below the last  page of the letter that she wrote to you, maybe your can write, type, call or text her something back, Ashley told Kelly and she smiled again.

Well maybe I can do that, but I first have got to think about what I’m going to say to her. And first I need some rest and I think it’s better if I first gave birth to the quadruplets. And of course I also have got to show Matt this book, Kelly said with a smile on her face.

That’s okay, then I shall let you rest now and maybe I come over again soon. Well I shall definitely come over when you gave birth to the quadruplets. So, I think it’s better if I leave you alone now, so you can rest and get more stronger for delivering the quadruplets. Bye Kelly and bless you, Ashley said and she gave Kelly a hug.

Okay, I think that’s a good idea Ashley. I think I need my rest now. And thanks for bringing this amazing book. Bye Ashley and also bless you.

Kelly saw Ashley walk out of room 24 and Kelly directly fall asleep. She was dreaming about the amazing book that she read today and she felt blessed to know that there is a fan that is so much alike her. She dreamed about meeting all those fans that have made this special book for her, Matt and the quadruplets. But she was mostly looking forward to meet the girl from Holland.
Posted on: September 30, 2009, 03:05:54 PMChapter 11: The Fun Moments Will End

The next day

Matt was home and he was working on the room of the quadruplets until the phone rang, he checked the number on the phone and he saw that it was Kelly. So Matt picked up the phone and answered it

Hey Sweetheart, it’s me Kelly, how are ya? Kelly asked Matt.

Hey Sweetheart, yeah I saw that it was you, haha and I’m doing good, I’m working on the room of quadruplets I’m finishing the room with the last decorations. I hope that you and the quadruplets will like it. But anyway how are you and the quadruplets doing? Matt asked very curious.

Well me and the quadruplets are doing good, only I’m starting to get more tired and I think that I will be more happy when I finally gave them birth. And Matt I have to tell you something amazing, but I think that you will find it more amazing when you come over, but to make you a little more curious I’ll give you a hint. And the hint is “Fan-mail”, haha. Now I made you curious huh? Am I right? Well if I made you very curious then come over here to the hospital as fast as you can, Kelly said with laughing her own ears off.

WOW, hunny ya really made me very curious now, I shall come over right away. I’ll be there at the hospital in 10 minutes, Matt said indeed sounding very curious. And that’s good to hear that you and the quadruplets are doing good. And I agree with you, because I also think that you will be more happy when you gave birth to the quadruplets. Because then we can finally see them, Matt said laughing and he hoped that the Kelly will give birth to them soon and that Kelly and the quadruplets will be doing okay during when Kelly gives birth to them.

Yeah, I agree with you Matt my sweetheart, I so want to see our babies and I’m very curious if they look very much like us, but I see you then over 10 minutes, bye hunny, love ya, Kelly said with a smile on her face and she gave a kiss trough the phone.

Okay then, bye hunny, I love ya too, Matt said and he gave a kiss back trough the phone.

Then Matt directly stopped with decorating the room, he lied down the stuff were he was working with. He got his jacket and picked up the car keys from the table, locked the house and went straight to their cobalt blue Mustang. He putted Kelly’s “Breakaway” album into the cd-player. Matt directly went to the song “Where Is Your Heart” and he sang a long with it.

I don't believe
In the smile that you leave me with
When you walk away and say goodbye

Well I don't expect
The world to implode
Beneath me but for god's sake could you try

I know that you're true to me
You're always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine

Where is your heart
Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?

I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me who's reaching out for your hand

I always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal falling to the ground
A dreamer following his dream

Where is your heart
Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?

It seems so much is left inside
But you can say anything
Oh anytime you need
Baby it's just you and me

I know that you're true to me
You're always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine

Where is your heart
Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for

Where is your heart
Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?

(© of Kelly Clarkson)

After the song was finished Matt pulled into the parking lot of the hospital, because he was faster at the hospital then he actually thought. So Kelly would be very happy to see him that soon at the hospital. Matt walked to room 24 where Kelly is lying already for a few months.

Hey hunny, here I am once again, Matt said and he gave her a long French kiss.

Then Kelly laughed, hahaha Matt, you’re funny, you said one of my own lines, you’re really too sweet, I love you, Kelly said when she still was laughing and then she gave him a long hug.

Well that’s why I’m here, to make you laugh and to make you feel my love. So what did ya actually wanted to show to me, Matt said very sweet and very curious.
Yeah, I know and that’s why I love you so much, because you’re such a sweetie. Lol, I was right I did made you curious, hahahaha. Well I’m happy that worked out. So, okay back to the point, what I wanted to show you is this *Kelly hold up the black book with the golden letters that said “A Special Gift To Mommy Kelly Clarkson”*, which a huge smile and a few tears in her eyes.

OMG, Kelly, did your fans gave you this? And why are ya crying? Matt asked still very curious.

Yeah, they did and what did ya thought when you saw the title? And I’m crying a little, because it’s so amazingly sweet that a few of my fans gave me this and I think that when you read all the letters that they wrote to me, that you then also are going to cry, it’s just such a touchy book, Kelly said with now a little more tears in her eyes.

And when I saw the title I thought WOW, your fans must really love you very much and they must be very thankful and blessed to be a fan of you. And you’re right it’s amazingly sweet that a few of my fans made this for me. And lets see, if you’re saying that I’m also going to cry about those letters in this book, then I think I shall read it too, so ya know for sure that you were right. So can I read it too then? Matt asked sounding with curious voice.

Of course you can, well I think you can, I don’t know what my fans think of it, if I let it read to you. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, now ya made me think of something. Do ya think I should first ask my fans that made that book if I can let it read to you? Kelly asked sounding a little afraid of doing something wrong.

I think you’ve got a good point there. And I think that you should ask them first, because I don’t want you to do something without their permission and I think those letters are very personal to them, Matt said sounding very understandable.

Oh Matt, you really are too sweet, you’re right, I shall first ask them, before that I let you read the book. Thank you for understanding my point and thank you for understanding my fans, because the letters are very personal, well the one that I read already was very personal, Kelly said and she give him a kiss for being so understandable.
It’s nothing Kelly, it’s just being me, that’s all, hahaha, Matt said and he gave her a kiss back.

Then in all of a sudden Kelly felt a pain in her stomach. She directly turned her back to Matt when she was lying on bed and she made herself small. Matt immediately pushed the red emergency button. A few minutes later Kelly passed out, because of the pain. A few minutes later doctor Delgado and a few nurses came into the room. Doctor Delgado checked Kelly’s pupils, they were big, which wasn’t a good sign. Then Doctor Delgado walked to Matt.

Matt, we have to bring Kelly to the Operation Room right away, we have to do a c-section as soon as possible. You said to one of the nurses before I came in that she passed out in all of a sudden. Well there is a possible explanation for it, that Kelly is out of power, because she is carrying the quadruplets for almost 7 months now, that they sucked the power out of her. So this is a stadium before the possible next stadium, where she has a risk of getting a stroke. Which means we have to handle quick now and give her a c-section. Doctor Delgado told all this to Matt.

Then Matt started to faint. He just lied there, overwhelmed of what just happened in a few minutes time.

Then Doctor Delgado said to one of the nurses: Can you try to wake him up as soon as possible and could you bring him then to the Operation Room where he can see the birth of his and Kelly’s quadruplets. And then Doctor Delgado walked out of the room with rolling Kelly out of the room and as fast as they could to the Operation Room.
Posted on: September 30, 2009, 03:13:04 PMChapter 12: Bring Me To Life

Matt............... ........Matt....... .................Ma tt................. .........Wake up, The nurse said trying to wake up Matt.

*then she made Matt wet with a full glass of water*

the next moment Matt woke up,...........................Where am I? Matt asked without knowing where he was.

You’re at the hospital where your girlfriend lays for almost 7 months, because she’s pregnant of your quadruplets, the nurse answered.

Ah, I see................ .....hmmmm now I remember it again, then he looked to the bed and noticed that it’s empty, uhm nurse where is Kelly? She is out of her bed, Matt asked sounding very worried.

She is in the Operation Room delivering your quadruplet’s trough a c-section, she passed out and then you fainted after Doctor Delgado explained you how she was going to help Kelly, the nurse said calmly.

WAIT.............yo u’re saying that my Kelly is in the Operation Room right now and that she’s delivering our quadruplet’s trough a c-section. WHY DIDN’T YA TOLD ME THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE, I HAVE TO GO TO HER RIGHT NOW, SHE NEEDS ME, please bring me to the Operation Room as soon as possible, Matt said almost freaked out, because he wanted to go to Kelly and help her.

Ow................. okay............... ................I’ll bring you to the Operation Room right now, the nurse said overwhelmed of Matt’s reaction.

*Ow God, I should have said that directly to him, but I just forgot it, stupid me*, the nurse thought, during when she said that to Matt.

In the Operation Room

During the time when the nurse was trying to wake up Matt, Doctor Delgado started to set everything ready for the c-section, she called every nurse that was planned to be at the c-section of Kelly and the quadruplets. Every nurse wore another colour hairnet, so they could keep the baby’s a part from each other. There where 4 corners, with each a different colour, every corner had a flag with that colour, at each corner stood a little bed and stuff to keep babies alive. Every corner had each 6 nurses, so they could take good care of every baby. So in the Operation Room were 24 nurses for each corner, 6 doctors, a doctor for each corner and Doctor Delgado to deliver the babies and 1 doctor to take care of Kelly during the c-section and there where also 5 nurses around Kelly during the c-section to control all the monitors, her blood, her polls and her heartbeat. So the Operation Room was very full, but all the doctors and nurses were needed to let the c-section end positive with 4 living babies and with a mother that has to keep on living.

10 PM, the operation started

Doctor Delgado used her scalpel to make a horizontal incision in Kelly huge pregnant stomach. She made the incision very precisely. Her assistant nurses that stood beside her checked every machine that stood next to Kelly. They wanted to be sure that nothing could go wrong, so they checked the machines every time. Next to the operation table where Kelly laid on stood another table with blood bags on it, so they have reserve blood if Kelly looses too much blood. Doctor Delgado opened Kelly’s stomach. She looked where the babies where laying and she observed where all the babies where in her stomach, so she knew which baby she would give birth to first. Then in all of a sudden the door of the Operation Room went open and there was Matt, he was looking for air, because he run to the Operation Room as fast as he could.

During the beginning of the operation Matt was running to the Operation Room, when he came at the door of the stage where all the Operation Rooms are a nurse walked to him.

Are you the boyfriend of Miss Kelly Clarkson? She asked.

Yeah, I am, where is my Sweetie? He asked sounding very worried.

She’s in Operation Room 4, I shall bring you to the room right away, so you can be there for her when she’s having the c-section. And you have to put on some sterilised clothes, the nurse said when she walked Matt to the Operation Room right away.

Okay Matt, here is Operation Room 4 and here are the sterilised clothes, could you please put them on first before you go in there, the nurse said to Matt to make sure he puts on those clothes. After putting on the special clothes he entered Operation Room 4.

Then a nurse walked over to Matt, Matt there you are, we’re glad that you’re back from passing out. Well to let you know we just started the c-section and we’re now trying to bring yours and Kelly’s quadruplets into the world. Would you please want to walk with me, so you can support your girlfriend during the c-section.

Of course I walk with you, Matt said like the nurse asked a stupid question.

Then after a few seconds of walking to Kelly’s on the operating table, he saw Kelly lying there motionless, trying with all her power in her body to bring their quadruplets to the world, Matt got a little teary and he wiped a way a few tears. “Sweetie, I’m here, I’m by your side, you can do this hunny, you’re the strongest person that I’ve ever met in my whole life”, Matt said while he wiped away some more tears.

Then Kelly’s beautiful sparkling hazel eyes opened in all of a sudden, she is back from passing out.......Matt....o w hunny......you’re here......thank you so much for being back, Kelly said with also teary eyes.

Shhhhhhh.....hunny, save your power for the birth, Matt said when he laid his index finger on Kelly mouth.

After Matt laid his finger on Kelly’s mouth, Kelly’s eyes closet slowly and she passed out again.

Matt, could you please sit behind Kelly, there stand a chair there, so you can sit there to support Kelly, Doctor Delgado said to Matt who pointed to the chair behind Kelly.

Matt walked to the chair and sat down, he grabbed Kelly’s right hand and he stroked Kelly’s hair with his other hand to make Kelly more comfortable and to let her know that Matt is here for her during this tough c-section.

Doctor Delgado went further with the c-section. After a few minutes she found the first baby. She did everything to bring this beautiful baby to the world, she did her work very carefully. It was 11 PM and a beautiful baby girl was born. Another doctor stood next to Doctor Delgado to grab the little baby girl out of Doctor Delgado’s hands, so she could bring her to the pink corner in the Operation Room.

Doctor Halliwell brought the little baby girl with beautiful hazel eyes just like her mother to the pink corner. She already moved her tiny hands slowly, like she was trying to hold the doctors thumb. After doctor Halliwell checked the oldest baby girl on all the tests that she had done, she said “We’ve a beautiful healthy baby girl here”.

The next moment everyone heard a tiny little cry from the next baby that was born half an hour later at 11:24 PM. It was a cute little baby boy, he had blond hair and he looked already very handsome, his magical blue/green eyes made Matt cry a little. He just couldn’t bring out words for his beautiful son, who already was very handsome at the age of 2 minutes and 35 seconds.

Doctor Brennan walked to Doctor Delgado to take the handsome baby boy out of her hands and she walked him to the blue corner. Doctor Brennan and a few nurses checked if the baby was healthy like his magical eyes and so he was.

Matt’s smile became bigger and bigger each time when a new baby was born, he was never this happy in his whole life. Then he looked in Kelly beautiful hazel eyes and he said “I’m so proud on you hunny, you’re the strongest mom I ever knew in my life” and he gave her a kiss on her forehead.

The next minute Doctor Delgado tried with all her power to get out the other baby that she noticed. The baby was moved and laid vertical in Kelly’s huge pregnant stomach. So Doctor Delgado held her hands on Kelly’s stomach and she tried to turn the baby 45 degrees to turn the little head of the baby to the right side. After an hour of trying Doctor Delgado finally got the baby in the right direction. But during that time Kelly lost a lot of blood. “Get me a bag of A-positive blood right now!”, Doctor Delgado yelled at the nearest nurse that stood beside her. Kelly became weaker and weaker the longer the c-section took, so Doctor Delgado had to work fast to get out the 2 last babies and to save them and Kelly. A few minutes later the nurse came back with a bag of A-positive blood. The nurse directly put bag of blood on a drip. Doctor Delgado finally brought baby three to the world at 0:44 AM, but there was a problem the baby didn’t cried. Doctor Combs directly took the baby out of Doctor Delgado’s hands and brought the baby to the purple corner. The nurses and Doctor Combs tried everything to make the baby cry, they sucked away the slime from the baby’s mouth, so it was easier for him to breathe again. The baby boy had a little bit of blonde hair and blue eyes, he was very small even smaller then the first born baby girl. Then a little miracle happened everyone got a smile on their faces when they heard a very quit “weah....weah....weah”. But the small blonde baby boy had to lay in a Intensive Care for babies, because the lungs of the baby were very weak and the baby couldn’t breathe on his own, so they put a breathing tube into the mouth of the baby. “Ow no....no....this can’t be true, please let this be a dream”, Matt said with tears in his eyes when he walked to the third born baby boy. He laid his hand on the small head of the baby boy and he said “You can survive this you’re a strong boy, I know you can do this boy”. With tears in his eyes he walked back to Kelly on the Operation table, he gave her a kiss on her head and said to her “Sweetie, please be strong, you can do this, I know you can. Hunny you’re the strongest girl that I’ve ever met. Please, just stay here with me and our kids.”

Doctor Delgado was still looking for the fourth and the last baby. Half an hours later she found the last baby. At 1:56 AM a cute small baby girl was born, but unfortunately she also didn’t cried. Doctor Boreanaz took the baby girl from Doctor Delgado’s hands and he brought the baby girl to the orange corner. The nurses and Doctor Boreanaz also sucked away the slime from the baby girls mouth, to make it easier for her to breathe, just like with the baby boy. But she still didn’t breathe, so Doctor Boreanaz did a very carefully CPR on the small baby girl. Eventually after trying 3 times to bring the baby to life, she cried finally, but it was a very weak cry. So they also brought the baby girl to the Intensive Care for babies. The baby girl didn’t only had weak lungs, but she also had a weak heart. Doctor Boreanaz laid her on the heart machine and she also got a breathing tube. Matt looked at her beautiful blue eyes, he laid his hand on the baby girls stomach and said with now even more tears in his eyes “Baby your daddy is here, you can do this, you’re strong, please be strong, we don’t want to loose you, not like in Kelly’s nightmare.”

In all of a sudden a heart machine began to make a loud sound, it was this long beep sound. “BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP” it did. Matt turned his head directly to look where the sound came from. He saw a flat line and he couldn’t believe his eyes of who the flat line was. His tears started to fall from his cheeks, he kneeled down on his knees and he just sat there in disbelieve.
Posted on: September 30, 2009, 03:15:20 PMChapter 13: The Magical Moments Will Come To You

Kelly lied on the ground of an empty station, a yellow train with blue lines started to pass by and she felt a wind floating behind her ears, she woke up. The next moment she just stood there, looking for something that could tell her where she was. Then she saw a sign which said “Amsterdam Bijlmer”. She looked around and then she saw something familiar it was the “Heineken Music Hall”. Kelly remembered that she had performed there on March 13th 2006, it was her first show in Holland and she totally loved it. At the end of the show she thanked all her fans that came to see her that night, she loved the audience. Kelly looked for her Blackberry cell phone in her pockets but she couldn’t find it, she found something else instead. It was the letter that Sarah wrote to her, she remembered that the letter was very deep and Sarah described her whole life in this letter to Kelly, it was like a biography that was very long and filled with real emotions. Kelly started to look for a bench and she sat down. She started to read the letter all over again, at the end she saw Sarah’s address, it said:

Sarah Heijmans
Vliertwijksestraat 43
5243 RG Rosmalen
The Netherlands

Then Kelly thought of an idea. “Wait I’m in Holland right now and that’s the place where Sarah lives and I wanted to meet her, so why shouldn’t I give her a visit”, Kelly thought with a smile on her face. She started to look for someone that could tell her how to get to the place “Rosmalen”. After a few minutes of looking for someone on the station, she found a man that had a blue hat on his head and he wears a blue jacket with the logo of the station, the Dutch Railway Company. Sir, may I ask how I could travel to “Rosmalen” on the fastest way? Well, you can go by train, then you have to go to Railway 7 and you can catch the intercity to Utrecht Centraal there, you have go out of that train when someone in the train says that you’re at “station s’Hertogenbosch or Den Bosch”, that’s the same place. When you’re in s’Hertogenbosch then you have to go to Railway 4A in s’Hertogenbosch and then go in the train to Nijmegen, when you hear someone say “station Rosmalen”, well then you’re in Rosmalen of course, the place where you want to go to. I hope this helps you. Thank you sir, this really did helped me, but do you maybe have a paper where I can write my way of travelling on? Yes, I have some small paper here and a pen. Here you go. Okay, thank you again sir. Kelly wrote on the paper the way that she had to travel and at which railways she had to be. After she finished writing on the paper, she started to look for Railway 7. She finally found Railway 7 after looking for 10 minutes. Kelly’s train came on at the station at 17:29 PM, so she stepped in the train and she looked for a nice sit to sit down, she finally found a place at the window and close to the doorway to the exit. Kelly checked again her pockets and now she found her I-pod Classic in her other pocket, she was very happy with seeing her I-pod, because she can’t travel anywhere without it, she’s just so addicted to music. She turned on her I-pod and looked for a song where she was in the mood for. She found an amazing song from Sarah Mclachlan, it was a beautiful song that touched her straight in her heart every time when she listened to it. The song that she found was “Angel’ by “Sarah Mclachlan”, Kelly pressed the play button of her I-pod Classic and she started to listen to “Angel”:

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Sarah Mclachlan ©
     
After the song was finished she also listened to some other songs from: Aerosmith with Cryin, Reba McEntire with Why Haven’t I Heard From You, Graham Colton with First Week, Annie Lennox with Why, U2 with Desire, Aretha Franklin with Respect, Janice Joplin with Piece Of My Heart, BB King with The Thrill Is Gone, Patty Griffin with Up To The Mountain, Brenda Lee with Sweet Nothings, Guns N Roses with Sweet Child Of Mine, Witney Houston with The Queen Of The Night, Rascal Flatts with What Hurts The Most, Garth Brooks with Ain’t Going Down, Cheap Trick with I Want You To Want Me and Journey with Open Arms. After listening to all those songs she pushed the stop button and put her I-pod back into her pocket. Because the train stopped and she heard a lady say “Station ‘s Hertogenbosch”, so Kelly walked to the door and pushed the yellow button that said “Open”. She walked out of the train on 18:21 PM. The train had stopped on at Railway 6B and she had to walk to Railway 4A, so she had to walk a few metres. She walked to the roller stairs and got her way up. She looked for the sign “Railway 4A to Nijmegen” and after walking for a bit she found the sign. Then she saw that she had to run for her train, because the train was going to drive away on 18:26 PM. So Kelly ran down the roller stairs as quickly as she could. Kelly had 5 minutes to catch her train. But Kelly had all the luck that she could have with her, because she was just in time to catch her train. So Kelly travelled further to Rosmalen. She came on at Railway 2 in Rosmalen at 18:33 PM, Kelly walked of the platform to the grass verge near by the car way. Kelly started to keep her thumb up and she started to hitchhike her way to Sarah’s home. After waiting a few minutes for a car to stop, she got lucky because a light blue Alfa Romeo pulled into the parking lot nearby the station in Rosmalen. A girl with brown hair and blue eyes said “hey, you can get in if you want, where do you want to go to?”. “Hey, thank you for stopping, I would like to go to this address and nice to meet you by the way”, Kelly said as she opened the right door of the light blue Alfa Romeo and she went to sit in the seat next to the drivers seat and she gave the girl the letter of Sarah with the address of Sarah on it. “It’s nice to meet you too and okay I know that place, it’s going to be a short drive of like 15 minutes. My name is Linda and I live here in Rosmalen”, Linda said to Kelly with a smile on her face. “That’s good to hear that you know that place and cool that you live here. I love you name Linda, it’s beautiful. My name is Kelly Clarkson and I’m from Texas”, Kelly said to Linda and she smiled back. “Wait, you said you are from Texas and your name is Kelly....*thinks*......are you the Kelly, I mean Kelly Clarkson?” Uhm, yeah that’s me “THE KELLY CLARKSON” like you said, hahaha and Kelly laughed.
Linda and Kelly started to drive away from the station and they made their way to Sarah’s house. During the ride they had a nice interesting conversation and Linda was thrilled to hear a few stories of Kelly on how it was to tour around the world and being famous. After a ride of 15 minutes Kelly and Linda came on at the house where Sarah lives, Linda pulled her light blue Alfa Romeo in the driveway besides Sarah’s house. Kelly got her way out of the car and thanked Linda for bringing her here. Linda drove her way of the driveway and went back to her own home. Kelly looked at the house where Sarah lives in, it was a little house with red roof tiles and there stood a barn next to the little house, but the barn was also not so big, it had also red roof tiles and the barn was made of bricks and it had 2 big green garage doors. They also had a big garden with 3 lawns, 1 big ones and 1 smaller one, they also had a lot of plants in the garden. They also had a small grazing where walked like 10 to 15 free-range chickens. Kelly walked to the door at the back and she pushed the bell. After waiting for 2 minutes a short girl of 5’1, brown hair and blue eyes opened the door. She couldn’t believe her eyes, she was very close to fainting. The small girl laid her 2 hands on her mouth in disbelieve. “Uhm...are you Sarah Heijmans?”, Kelly asked looking a little confused too. Sarah was so in disbelieve that she couldn’t bring out the words that her name indeed is Sarah Heijmans. Yes....yes....I’m Sarah Heijmans, the girl said that almost couldn’t bring out the words. “Well, I’m glad that I finally found you, the letter that you’ve send me really touched me, Kelly said with a comfortable smile on her face, when she tried to make Sarah feel more comfortable. “Would you like to come in Miss Clarskon”, Sarah asked sounding very nervous. “Yeah, of course I’d love to and you can call me Kelly Sarah, haha. You make me feel like an old lady when you say Miss to me, hahaha”, Kelly said and she smiled at Sarah. “WOW, thank you that I can call you Kelly”, Sarah said still amazed of how sweet Kelly was and she held the door open so that Kelly could come in. Kelly looked around, the house looked very different then she used to in America. “You can sit down on a chair if you want”, Sarah said and she pointed to a chair. “Would you like to have something to drink?”, Sarah asked. Kelly took a chair and sat down. Yeah I would love to have something to drink. Do you have a glass of water for me? Kelly asked Sarah and she smiled. Yes, I’m going to get you a glass of water right away, Sarah walked to the kitchen and got a glass of water for Kelly. “Here you go Kelly”, Sarah said with a smile and she was thinking “OMG, I just gave Kelly Clarkson something to drink! This must be a dream, wake up Sarah, wake up!”, but it wasn’t a dream, it was for real. Sarah sat down on the chair across from Kelly. “So...I read your letter and your poems that you’ve send me and like I said before they really touched me. And about you poems, I must say you’ve true writing talent. Actually I would love to read all your other poems too”, Kelly said as she smiled to Sarah. Kelly made Sarah feel very comfortable and very save. “WOW......you.......say......I.........have.........writing.......talent. And you......would love.......to read.......all my poems............”, Sarah said like couldn’t believe her ears what Kelly just said to her. Thank you....thank you.........thank you..............th ank you, I don’t know what else I can say, Sarah said when she started to get a little hyper of all the adrenaline Kelly gave her.  Shall I get my poems then, so I can show them to you? Sarah asked still sounding very nervous. Yeah, that would be a cool idea. Okay then, I just have to get them from my room...wait...my mentor Saskia Wingens has my poems in her locker, so my parents wouldn’t read them, Sarah said with a tone that she wanted her poems to be save. Ow I see, you know you wrote that in your letter to me that you gave them to your mentor, which I find smart of you, if you don’t want someone to read them. So I understand if you also don’t want me to read them, Kelly said with an understand voice. No, that’s not it, I would love it if you read them, I mean it’s my dream to read all of them. Maybe we can think of something else. Kelly and Sarah both started thinking. What if...no that won’t work, Sarah said sounding not sure of her idea. What was your idea, Kelly asked now sounding curious. Well, I have school tomorrow, maybe you can go to school with me, but I’m sure you can’t, because you have a very busy schedule and stuff, Sarah said who started to sound disappointed. Hmmmmm, I think it’s the only opportunity that we have now and I would love to see your school and I also would love to meet your mentor Saskia, but where do I have to sleep then? Kelly asked. Uhm, well you can sleep here, I’m home alone today and my parents and sister come back tomorrow night. So you can sleep here if you want, Sarah answered with a little smile coming on her face. Okay then, I guess I have no other choice, so I will sleep here with you then. Wow, I never slept in a home of a fan before, especially not a Dutch fan, but you’re very nice, so I guess we’re going to have a great time together, Kelly said and they both started to laugh. Kelly, can I say that you truly rock and that I never imaged that my idol would come and sleep over at my home, hahahaha, Sarah said now becoming even more happier. Hehe, well of course you can that’s always great to hear from your fans and I also never imaged that I would sleep over at a fan of me, but it’s cool so far, Kelly said. Ow yeah and I’m not just a Dutch fan, I’m a DIE HARD KELLY FAN, that’s my nickname on Kckellyville.com, so everyone knows me by that nickname, hehe, Sarah said laughing. Okay, okay, then my biggest DIE HARD FAN from Holland. Did I said it right this time? Kelly asked with a little laugh. Yeah, that’s what I wanted to hear from my idols mouth, hahaha, Sarah said and she looked at Kelly, she thought she was dreaming, but it felt all so real.
After talking and laughing for a few hours Kelly and Sarah went upstairs to Sarah’s room. Please don’t look at the mess, my room is always a mess, Sarah said when they were at the last few steps of the stairs. Well, mess isn’t that big thing, you should have seen my room when I was your age, haha, Kelly said and they both started to laugh again. Sarah opened the door of her room, you could see a small bed with lots of cuddle toys on her bed. Most of Sarah’s cuddle toys were: tigers and lions. She also had one big Tiger of Winnie the Poeh and a little Scratch of the movie Ice Age. Sarah also had a few dog cuddle toys and her quilt cover had an picture of a huge tiger that walked trough the water. Then Kelly’s eyes fell on the 3 big A1-format Kelly posters that Sarah had. WOW, I guess your nickname is the right name for you if I see all your huge posters of me, haha, Kelly said amazed by the 2 big posters of herself. You know it’s kind of weird to see yourself hanging on the room of someone else, hehe, Kelly said and she laughed again. Well I love my posters and I want to show everyone that I love you very much and you mean very much to me you know, Sarah said sounding very serious about it. Awwwwwwwwwwwww, I love the posters that you have of me too, haha. And I also love you in the couple of hours that I know you. Sarah you really are a special person, trust me, Kelly said and she gave Sarah a hug. WOW, you just gave me a hug. You’re so what I imaged that you would be, Sarah said. Hahahaha, thank you, Kelly said to Sarah. Where are we going to sleep btw, Kelly asked. Well actually my room is too small, so we’re going to sleep in our study room. Yeah I know it’s weird, but we have to sleep somewhere, Sarah said and she wondered if Kelly would be okay with it. Okay, then lets go your study room. Where is it? Kelly asked. Just walk out of my room and then it’s the door on your right, Sarah said pointing Kelly the way. In all of a sudden Kelly’s eyes fell on a painting, it was black and there was someone painted in it with gold, there also stood words on the painting that looked very familiar to Kelly. Hey Sarah, CAN YOU COME HERE? Kelly yelled at Sarah who was getting a quilt cover and a quilt for Kelly. YEAH, I’M COMING! Sarah yelled back at Kelly. Sarah walked over to Kelly. What is it? Sarah asked. That painting...that is....the same one were you send me pictures from right? Kelly asked almost in disbelieve. Well yeah, that’s the painting that I made of and for you Kelly. I hope you like it, Sarah said sounding very nervous and insecure. You hope I like it...Sarah listen to me...I not just like the painting that you made of and for me, I love the painting that you made of me. I can really see myself in it and it’s a picture of my performances during the Addicted Tour, where I wore my blonde shirt, am I right? WOW, yeah totally, wow you can see all that from my painting? Sarah asked even amazed. Yeah, actually I can, because I’m also creative remember, hahaha, Kelly said. Sarah and Kelly both started to laugh. Yeah, you’re very creative indeed, I love the music that you make, but I already said that a thousand times to you, haha, Sarah said and she smiled at Kelly. Kelly, I want you to have my painting. It was or still is my dream to give it to you on one day and well I guess that one day is now, Sarah said and hoping that Kelly would except her gift. WOW Sarah, I...I....I don’t know what to say, that’s like one of the most special gifts I’ve ever gotten. And it has so much emotional worth ship for you, so that means even more to me. I really am your “Queen Angel”, when you want to give me all these stuff that you made yourself. Of course you really are “My Queen Angel”, you’ve done so much for me and I want to give you something back, though I know everything that I will give you will never be enough to pay you back to what you’ve done for me and my life. Because you’ve helped me trough so much, Sarah said and she started to cry a little. Hey, what is this now girl? Kelly said as she walked over to Sarah. You don’t have to cry, come here girl, Kelly said and she gave her a hug. It’s just....it’s like I’m dreaming all this, I mean you’re standing here next to me in my house. That can’t just be happening like any normal day. This all overwhelms me, you know, Sarah said and they both let go of each other. Well it’s not every day that you meet a fan at a house either, Kelly said understandable of what Sarah was saying. That’s also true I guess, if you say so, haha, Sarah said to Kelly. And they both started to laugh again.
Would you want to take my painting with you please? Sarah asked almost begging Kelly. Of course I will take it with me. Kelly picked up the painting that Sarah made of her and then in all of a sudden Kelly saw flashes of her own future. She saw Sarah’s painting hanging on the wall of a big house. Matt walked with 2 children to the garden, one of the children was a girl and the other one was a boy. They walked over to 3 graves, on one grave stood R.I.P Esther Brianne Clarkson, on the other stone stood R.I.P Robert Taylor Clarkson and on the last stone stood R.I.P Kelly Brianne Clarkson. WHAT THIS CAN’T BE TRUE! THEY CAN’T BE DEAD! I CAN’T BE DEAD! Kelly said and she started to cry. Okay, Saskia and Mike lets go and see your little brothers and sisters and your mommy, Matt said to his 2 children. Momma, momma, the little girl said when she touched the big grave stone with her little hand. Mommy, mommy, little Mike said when he touched the other side of Kelly’s grave stone. Matt walked over to his 2 children, he sat down on one knee and gave both of them a hug and Matt started crying. GOD WHY COULDN’T YOU SAVE THEM! WHY COULDN’T YOU SAVE MY FAMILY, Matt felt weak and he also touched the grave stone of Kelly. Hunny, I love you, you hear me, I LOVE YOU AND I SHALL NEVER FORGET YOU, Matt said and he held Saskia and Mike even closer to himself.

[Marin]

Wooow this is long!I'm gonna print it and read it!!!:)
Thera answer my PM please

[Thera]

Wooow this is long!I'm gonna print it and read it!!!:)
Thera answer my PM please

lol, it's 75 pages in Word, actually 78, cuz the 1st page is a real letter to Kelly and the last pages discribe the persons in the story. Ok i will answer it now btw i thought i already send my fanfic to you.

[Marin]

lol, it's 75 pages in Word, actually 78, cuz the 1st page is a real letter to Kelly and the last pages discribe the persons in the story. Ok i will answer it now btw i thought i already send my fanfic to you.

you did, but i haven't read it cause week after u sent it to me my sister went to Zagreb - on college and took the laptop with her so i couldn't read it
...another PM ...

[ericb]

This is very,very good.The first time I've ever seen real people besides Kelly being brought into the story.

[Thera]

you did, but i haven't read it cause week after u sent it to me my sister went to Zagreb - on college and took the laptop with her so i couldn't read it
...another PM ...

ah ok, thanks for printing and reading it, that means a lot

This is very,very good.The first time I've ever seen real people besides Kelly being brought into the story.

thanks Eric, i thought you already read the story once, when i posted it for the first time

NEW UPDATE: CHAPTERS 14, 15 AND 16

Chapter 14: The White Light

The next moment Kelly sees a white light. “Where am I?” Kelly asks to herself. In all of a sudden she sees a white person walk to her. “Kelly it’s okay” a sweet boys voice says to her. Kelly started to turn around and she sees a boy around the 30 years old, he has blond hair, blue eyes and a cute face. He walks over to Kelly. “Kelly my name is Leo and I’m an white lighter”, Leo said. “What is a white lighter?” Kelly asked, when she started wondering. “Well you can say that I’m sort of your guardian Angel, I can heal people. And I’m here to save you and bring you back to the earth, because people still need you down there. And they love you very much. Especially Matt, your children, your family and friends and your fans. Your time to go will be later, but not this soon”, Leo said explaining to her why she was here. “Okay, so I’m here now because I’m dead in real life? So what I dreamed was the truth?”, Kelly asked Leo who still not understood the whole situation. “yes Kelly you’re kind of dead, you’re in a coma for 2 years now. But what you dreamed was indeed the truth”, Leo said. “So my 2 children Robert and Esther are dead? And what about the dream that I got about meeting Sarah? Was that also real? Or is that also real? Am I going to meet her?” Kelly asked, still with a lot of questions in her mind. “Unfortunately Kelly, Robert and Esther died. I know this must be hard for you, but we weren’t able to do anything about it. It was just meant to be this way, it was God’s way. Your dream about Sarah is sort of real, you haven’t meet her yet, but she did send you another letter, actually a lot of letters in the 2 years that you’re in coma. But I’m sure you will read those letters when you’re back on earth and on one day you will meet Sarah”, Leo said looking a bit sad of telling her that her 2 children died. “NO, THIS CAN’T BE TRUE, THEY CAN’T BE DEAD AND IT CAN’T BE MEANT TO BE, BECAUSE THEY’RE MY CHILDREN”, Kelly said with her voice becoming lower and she started to cry and hit Leo’s chest. “I’m sorry Kelly, but it’s the truth”, Leo said when he held her. “WHY COULDN’T GOD TAKE ME INSTEAD OF MY 2 CHILDREN?”, Kelly asked when she still was sobbing. “Because people need you on earth, Matt needs you, he’s a wreck since you’re in coma. Everyone close to you is a wreck ever since. See all those people care a lot about you”, Leo said as he opened the sky with his hand, so he could let Kelly see how Matt, her 2 other kids and everyone else close to Kelly looked on earth. Kelly saw Matt lying on her bed asleep, he really was an emotional wreck, he was unshaven, his hair was long and his eyes were red of the crying that he must have done before he fell into sleep. “O my God, he does look bad”, Kelly said shocked. “And the music business is also not the same without you, your fans miss your music and the feeling that someone understand their feelings. Some of your fansites made cards for you, Matt and the children and they prayed to God to bring you back. Your fans also leaved condolences on websites for the loss of Robert and Esther. You see everyone on earth needs you and they care a lot about you”, Leo said when he tried to bring her up to date and made her realize how much everyone cares about Kelly. “I guess so. I never expected this in my whole life to happen and everyone does care a lot about me I think. But why didn’t the doctors took out the cable of my breathing machine?”, Kelly asked Leo, because she wondered about that. “They asked Matt and your family if they got permission to do that, but they all said no, because they have faith in you that you will come back. They say that you’re a very strong women, so they believed in you and they could never kill you”, Leo said to make Kelly understand the whole thing. “WOW, I don’t know what to say, but how do I get back on earth?”, Kelly asked. “Just lay your hands below my hands and then you will get back to earth”, Leo said with a smile. Kelly lied her hands below Leo’s hands and Leo’s hands started to shine with white light. Kelly felt as light as a feather and she felt something getting back into her body, it was her soul.

A few minutes later

Kelly opened her eyes very slow, a breathing machine was in her throat, she saw Matt still sitting next to her bed. In all of a sudden Matt also opened his eyes, he couldn’t believe his eyes, he directly pushed the alarm button. He was crying tears of joy and so did Kelly. “Kelly I’m so happy to see you back, I missed you so much”, Matt said crying and he hugged her.

5 minutes later

Doctor Delgado came in. She also couldn’t believe her eyes. “Welcome back Kelly”, she said with a smile on her face. Doctor Delgado started to check the machines and she noticed that Kelly could breathe all by herself already. She couldn’t believe her eyes, she took of the breathing machine. Kelly also started to talk again, “Thank you for the welcome back Matt and Doctor Delgado”, Kelly said with still a low voice. “How is this possible?”, Doctor Delgado asked herself. “I guess Kelly has a guardian Angel”, Matt said as he started to give Kelly a kiss on her cheek. “Haha, you can say that for sure Matt”, Kelly said as she laughed.

Matt and Kelly were all day together, Matt never left and he couldn’t get his eyes of Kelly’s face, because he was too happy to see his girlfriend back again in two years.   
Posted on: October 03, 2009, 05:27:29 AMChapter 15: The Graveyard

2 weeks later in the Forth Worth Hospital

Mommy, mommy, Saskia and Mike both said when they walked into room 24 where Kelly was lying in her bed. They jumped on Kelly’s bed and gave Kelly a hug and a kiss on her cheek.  “Mommy, I love you”, they said together with tears in their eyes. Matt followed their two children and he laughed.

Kelly started to smile when she saw her two children and Matt walk in. “I love  y’all too and you two have grown a lot, I’ve missed y’all so much”, she answered to Saskia, Mike and Matt. This was the first time Kelly saw her children since she awoke from her coma 2 weeks ago. “OMG, you two are so beautiful, Mike you are like your dad, with your beautiful blue eyes and Saskia you’ve got beautiful hair and beautiful hazel eyes”, Kelly said with tears floating down her cheeks. “I wish I saw you two grow up in the past 2 years” and Kelly started to cry even more. I’ve missed 2 years of you two’s youth, Kelly said when she was crying.

It’s okay hunny, I understand how you feel and Matt gave Kelly a hug.

Really? But I should have been there for my babies, they needed my milk, they needed their mom, Kelly said and she started to cry again.

Mommy, don’t cry, Mike said and he hugged her.

Hehe, okay Mike, I won’t, I’ll promise you and Saskia that I will be a great mommy for you two, Kelly said when she picked her tears away.

Doctor Delgado walked in the room. Hello Kelly, Matt, Saskia and Mike. How are you all doing?

I’m feeling okay, Kelly answered. It’s only that I’ve missed two years of my own children when after I brought them into the world and of course loosing two of our children, and Kelly started to cry again.

Kelly, we understand how hard this must be for you and we are here for you, doctor Delgado said to Kelly with an understanding voice.

That’s why we gave Robert and Esther a beautiful funeral and they’ve got special gravestones. But Kelly we will go to their graves directly when you’re out of the hospital, is that okay hunny? Matt said to Kelly, who also started to cry now.

Kelly went quiet, “..........uhm yeah that’s okay.........” Doctor Delgado when can I get out of this hospital?

Well Kelly actually you can leave the hospital today, We’ve done some check-ups on you and you’re ready to go home, Doctor Delgado said.

So I can pack my bags and see my whole family again? Kelly asked.

Yes Kelly, that’s right, Doctor Delgado said with a smile.
Mommy, that is great, little Saskia said to her mommy and she gave her a hug.

Yeah, indeed it is, Kelly said with a little smile that she didn’t got for ages.

Hunny, I’m so glad that you’re going to be home again, the house was very quiet without you and it was not the same, Matt said feeling very thrilled about the news.

Kelly and Matt started to pack Kelly’s bags. The last things They’ve putted in the back were all the wishing better cards. Kelly was happy that she could go home again after 2 years. Her newest goal was to be the best mom that Saskia and Mike could wish for.

Kelly, Matt and the kids went in their cobalt blue mustang and drove over to the graveyard of Forth Worth. Matt pulled into the driveway and stopped the car. He helped Kelly with getting out of the car and the two little 2 year olds. They’ve walked trough the beautiful nature around the graveyard, they saw a path that would lead them to the two graves of their children that they’ve lost 2 years ago. Matt held Kelly closer to his side and he walked hand in hand with little Mike, Kelly walked hand in hand with little Saskia. The tears started to float down their cheeks when they came nearer to the two graves. In all of a sudden Matt stopped walking...

Hunny, we are here...., Matt said with a low voice.

Kelly looked at the graves, she sat on one knee. On both of their graves were putted pictures of their children when they’ve got born. They were so small, why couldn’t I be strong enough for them?! Why God, Why?! Kelly said and she started to sob. Her hands went over the engraved words “R.I.P Esther Brianne Clarkson and R.I.P Robert Taylor Clarkson.” Kelly picked up the pictures from the gravestones and she held them close to her heart. “I love you Esther and Robert, I wish I was a better mother for you both! And she looked up to the sky.”

Matt, Mike and Saskia walked over to Kelly, who felt like she let down her babies. Hunny, it’s okay, it’s not your fault. You’re a strong mother, you’ve brought two beautiful children to life and they love you, Matt said to Kelly who he gave a hug and a kiss on her forehead.

But......, Kelly said.

No “but’s” hunny, we know you’re a great mommy, Matt said who held Kelly closer to him.

I let them down, I wasn’t strong enough to bring them alive into the world, Kelly said and she continued with crying.

Hunny, trust me, Esther and Robert know that you didn’t let them down, you’re a strong mommy and you were also strong for them, they will always be in your heart, so you never let them down. They’re always by your side and they know that, Matt said trying to calm his girlfriend.

Really? Kelly asked feeling a bit better.

Yeah, really Kelly, Matt said and he held his head against Kelly’s cheek.

Matt, do you mind if I bring the pictures home of Robert and Esther? Kelly asked, hoping that Matt was going to say yes.

Of course hunny, everything to help you and to keep Robert and Esther close to you, Matt said very understandable.

Matt, should we go home? Kelly asked with red fluffy eyes.

Okay hunny, Matt said and they both stood up and walked over to their cobalt blue Mustang. Little Mike and Saskia followed their mommy and daddy.

They all got in their car and drove to their 50 acre ranch back in Burleson Texas.

Posted on: October 03, 2009, 05:29:57 AMChapter 16: Getting Two Chances To Meet Kelly

November 2nd 2007 at Sarah’s home.

Sarah lies in bed dreaming about her biggest dream by meeting Kelly and give her the painting, poems and fan fiction personal that she made for her. She wakes up at 10 AM, because her mom yelled that she had to wake up. Sarah went downstairs and she saw the mail that lied on the table, she checked every envelope and there they were, 2 envelopes for Sarah herself. She opened them as quickly as possible and found out that it were her tickets for seeing Kelly in Belgium and Holland that she ordered on October 26th and October 27th 2007. Sarah jumped the roof off the house and was so excited that she finally was able to go to another 2 Kelly concerts, this will be her 2nd and 3rd concerts. Sarah called her friend Samantha who’s going with her to Kelly in Belgium and Holland.

“Are you for real?”, Samantha asked Sarah now also even more excited then she already was when Sarah ordered the tickets.

“Yes, I’m serious, they got here today. Now I’m freakin excited and I so want to go now” Sarah said to Samantha. “Only 5 more months before we see Kelly live again, woohoo”, Sarah said as she smiled with the most happiest face that she ever has had.

“WOW, that’s amazing, I also can’t wait untill we go with our group of 5 fans to Antwerp and Amsterdam. We’re going to have the best Kelly weekend of our lives”, Samantha said also smiling untill she would fall off her chair of happiness.

“I so hope that I’ll be able to give my painting, poems and fan fiction personal to Kelly, that would totally make my life. It’s my dream ever since I finished that painting and started with writing”, Sarah said with an hopeful voice.

“I also hope that for you Sarah, you deserve to give it to her”, Samantha said.

“Thank you and sorry that I sound so selffish, I don’t want to, I just want to give everything that I just said personal to Kelly, because it means a lot to me”, Sarah said with a low voice.

“It’s okay, but you really do deserve it. By the way, we should meet each other for real sometime before the concerts, because it’ll be cool to know with who we’re going to concerts, hehe”, Samantha said and she laughed.

“Yeah, that’ll be cool, should we talk about that later, because I’m going to make homework now”, Sarah said.

“Yes, that’s fine, talk to you later on msn, texts or through a call, bye, hugs”, said Samantha and she hang up.

“bye, hugs back” and so Sarah also hang up.

Sarah went on her pc and started up the program I-tunes, she clicked on the song “Dirty Little Secret” by Kelly Clarkson and it started playing:

Dirty Little Secret (© of Kelly Clarkson)

I’ve been thinking
How you’re wasting all that loving on someone else
I can’t take it
I will make you
Forget all about the one I’ll be replacing
So just say it
I know you’ve been thinking about it
I see you looking around
I will give you
What you’re missing
What you see in me when you think no one’s watching

Don’t wait too long
I’m not that strong
I can’t hold on much longer

Oh I see him now
I know your dirty little secret
Oh I got you now
I found your dirty little secret
You don’t touch
You don’t talk
You don’t look me in the face
Your dirty little secret

Oh yeah,
I don’t care
What they say
I’ll deal with anything if it gets you next to me
I don’t want just a taste
I want you anytime I feel a little craving

I’m not that strong
I can’t hold on

Oh I see you now
I know your dirty little secret
Oh I got you now
I found your dirty little secret
You never touch,
You never talk
You never look me in the face
Your dirty little secret

What are you hiding in your covers?
Locked away little lover
What will you do when they discover your eyes on another
Why you running round in circles?
Trying so hard to discourage
Now the secrets that have surfaced
One way or another

Oh I see it now
I know your dirty little secret
Oh oh I got you know
I found your dirty little secret
You never touch
You never talk
You never look me in the face
You never touch
You never talk to me
You never look me in the face
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty
Dirty

And so Sarah began on her homework while she was daydreaming and kept on looking at the tickets on her desk.

A few months went by for Kelly and Matt after they lost Esther and Robert. Kelly went working again and she worked on her new album “My December” that got released on June 26th 2007. Every fan loved it of course, especially because Kelly wrote and co-wrote every song on her album, it’s about what she went through the past few years. Kelly also went touring around the United States and Canada, because we all now how much she and her fans love touring. Matt, Saskia and Mike also went to a few shows of her “My December Tour”, they loved the power that got free when Matt’s girlfriend and Saskia’s & Mike’s mommy performed live, every time they were there they got blown away by the beauty of her voice. During the tour they also showed the 2 pictures of Esther & Robert on the big screen, it has been a half year since Matt & Kelly lost them, but they both wanted them to be everywhere with them, so that’s why they took the pictures with them during the tour. Kelly announced to the fans that she was going to sing “Irvine” that is about the hardest point in her life and she said “I want to sing this song for my 2 babies that me and Matt......lost a few months ago, so this song is especially for Esther & Robert”and Kelly started to sing:

Irvine(© of Kelly Clarkson)

Are you there?
Are you watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
They say you feel what I do
They say you’re here every moment
Will you stay?
Stay ‘till the darkness leaves
Stay here with me
I know you’re busy, I know I’m just one
But you might be the only one who sees me
The only one to save me

Why is it so hard?
Why can’t you just take me?
I don’t have much to go
Before I fade completely

Can you feel how cold I am?
Do you cry as I do?
Are you lonely up there all by yourself?
Like I have felt all my life
The only one to save mine

How are you so strong?
What’s it like to feel so free?
Your heart is really something
Your love, a complete mystery to me

Are you there watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
Do you cry, do you cry with me?
Cry with me tonight

Are you there?
Are you watching me?

The song finished and Kelly said to the crowd that made a standing ovation “this song was for my babies, I love you and I will never forget you”. The concert would go on for another hour and Kelly would get a lot of standing ovations. She would sleep in the tour bus with her band, her boyfriend and her 2 kids. They fell asleep and dreamed about the close family that they are.

[Marin]

could u please mail me again the whole story?

[Thera]

could u please mail me again the whole story?

yeah of course, thanks for reading it