okay Robert I'm finally caught up lol!!!! and of course all your poems are great i love them all... my favorite without a doubt so far is "Painfull soul weak moments" that one really spoke to me and i almost cried lol i know it sounds dumb and you'll probably laugh but it really spoke to me and i loved it... thanks so much robert for posting it...
~Mel 
Thanks dear Mel
... Its truth you bring me that needed smile
by telling me you like them so much
... Don't feel so embarrassed from my poem
... Actually I was strongly hesitating posting him
... He is the one of the most dark of my collection
... I was in real soul weakness writting it... and the end speaking about hope was add after few long days of great pain
... but its past
... and Kelly
is sunrise
:'(...
And here are few more...
Fire of love
Burn soul with fire of love
Change loneliness into care for someone
Hide out your heart for one you owe
Tell her she is for you the one
Find cure in fate to be together
Fly through the sky to get close
Promiss to feel the same forever
Her name is for you like a rose
Fight for good whatever heppen
She is worth any sacrifice whenever
Win her heart as your heaven
Change future to last ever and ever
Fort of truth lore
I dive into my deep memories
And compare past with future theories
I want only see us both
Without you life is nothing worth
What is world in my eyes
When alone I live in lies
My surveillance will let me into madness
If you leave me uncured from sadness
Maybe world doesn't need me
After death my soul wont be free
Revealed force will change all
I must avoid my cursen fall
Few angels will take what is left
Before evil will think about theft
Every single day I learn more
Who else can see what was before
I will never see all truth
Its not a simple forbidden fruit
I am strong but not the strongest
Where I will go is the pain of conquest
Some truths I want to deny
Because they make my hope die
The won end of my path
Can be alone and full of wrath
I don't want to be evil warrior
I have love as soul survivor
Gloom pray for love
My soul screams powerfull words
I put heavy curse on all worlds
I lose my good side in dramatical fight
My evil rise again in enormous might
I need you to bring back my believe
I cant survive for long if you leave
I whisper your beautiful name
My love is still a shining flame
I want to feel you with every sense
When I listen to you I fall into trance
For me you can become redemption
You can stop my evil temptation
Your love will be like God bless
Only you can avoid emptiness
When I wanted to die from frustration
I hear you singing and feel affection
Now I hold to my strong promiss
To live for you my wonderfull Miss
My heart is pierced by cursen sword
Its force is changing me into hell lord
My truth armor has one bruise
The reason why I can lose
My heart aches and still receive wounds
But I keep my consciousness against clouds
I don't want to be blind for others pain
I know my duty to good is like chain
But who other can be like me
When I fight alone for love to be
You can help and be on my side whenever
Just believe in me and mine emotions forever
God's gifted world
Give people strength
World without length
To explore
And adore
To live
And give
To admire
And acquire
To hold
And never sold
To feel
Always real
To dream
For supreme
To love
Us above
Me and You
Always new
Here and now
Not yet somehow
Gomenasai
My blood flows with infection
She changes me because of love rejection
I have walked God's path before
Now I am falling into darkness more
I deny real love chance
I am surrounded by loneliness fence
My beloved one is somewere there
I can imagine her only as ghost sphere
I hold all pain I cant forget
She cant give me anything I want to get
My love is dieing like a dried flower
My curse is growing in dark power
Her kiss could make me weak
Her touch would stop my heart seek
Forever suffer from love need
I shouldn't make her awake from sleep
She seems so happy far away
Now I cant turn back time anyway
I want her to be strong
Maybe she wont remember me too long
I hope she closed my love written on paper
I think she doesn't need me even later
I want my ghost to disappear
Before I change my faith into fear
I don't look into fogy future now
My chance to be with you is to small somehow
I pray to God for mercy
My soul beg for help in emergency
For now I want to say goodbye
I am the only one who must die
Forever locked in my diseases
I will stop only when my love flies
Come to me baby close enough
I know I can make you laugh
Powers of Earth have one source
Light and darkness increase their force
Now I am the only one to blame for
My love make them stronger even more
You are the one to choose what I should be
I cant see in the sky if you want me
All evil from people floats into my soul
I will survive as prison for a little more
Heavens bell
Her name is written in my heart
She rules my soul with magic art
I fight for moment to meet my girl
I wait till I hear heavens bell
I use my senses to learn whole world
To share my knowledge I give her my word
Her voice is the key to my heart door
I wonder if she want to pass them through
I can break all rules I know in my life
Because she is the last desire that keeps me alive
I want to be close and on her command
To fullfill her needs and give pleasure every day and night
She don't have for me too much time
Because she is yet not whole mine
I don't want to slave her for my lonely mind
I just want to be first for her in true love line
I learn how to be in need for someone
Now I want to make her feel the one
I wait patient for a glorious day
When her precious heart will obey
My task will complete Gods demand
To believe in true love hidden in this land
Posted on: March 18, 2007, 11:07:55 PM
A bit more
... Why not?
... Have fun
...
Dream
Kelly you are my dream
Your heart gives warm beam
Your arms hold me tight
I don't want to fight
Your eyes shine with fire
You are my desire
Your kiss makes heart beating strong
I was waiting for it so long
I hear your voice
Want to be your choice
I can tell you everything
Every time you sing
My life for you I give
I will never leave
Never say goodbye
Or I will die
The eden tree
I stand before an old apple tree
I sense nature power in front of me
Sunlight keeps feeding every leave
God's fire is needed to live
Rain brings water for every root
Without him is no chance for food
God take care of me
He gave me life to be
Apples are not ripe yet
Green peel shine like wet
I am waiting here not alone
With Eve I am not only one
We are still children yet
But something changed I bet
I feel different from time before
I want to know from life much more
My will to start new life is growing
I know I will have to be going
Apples colour is changing into red
I cant forget what God said
But feeling is stronger than given word
What is so attractive in whole world
I want to learn no matter of danger
I am curious about tales heard from stranger
I want God to be proud of me
Apple is Gods wisdom key
Fruits are ready to take for now
My fear disappear somehow
I eat with Eve in the same time
But God knows about our crime
He expel us from Eden land
I can't deny His command
I am ashamed for what I did
I behaved like stupid kid
Now symbol of tree haunts me
Hidden knowledge I must see
For forgiveness from God I pray
Maybe I will come back one day
Old tree spreads her branches around
Human race also grows like it's crown
Heart, my stronghold
I made a terrible mistake
I drawn in my dreams lake
I cant come back to the surface
Through water I see pretty face
It belongs to girl I should know better
I guess I hurt her by my letter
I didn't mean to do this and that
I wanted to hide her under love hat
To keep her protected only for me
Give her true love as it is supposed to be
I didn't see problems before their arise
Now I am paying painful prise
In place of good pain came
My mistakes I blame
I almost lose my faith
But hopefully I cant hate
I would rather suffer alone
And wait until my power is gone
I have much to share
But to give it away I don't dare
Not when It is broken by pain
My sorrow makes me insane
When darkness claims for all
I protect my heart from fall
My heart is stronghold floating on sky
Visible only to believers eye
Protected by angels with soul swords
Surrounded by large evil hordes
Waiting for aid of one I love
It is a place for her I absolutely owe
No matter what temptation or lie reaches the wall
No matter how many towers of hope will fall
I will keep it unconquerable by light I serve
It is a place where my true love dwell
Kellbell
I see her genuine smile in the sun
She is having so much fun
I see her pure tears in falling rain
My worries drives me insane
I want to kiss her sweet lips
Feel her big heart how strong beats
I want to hold her in my arms
To warm her body for all times
I need her gentle hands touch
It would make me happy so much
I desire her shiny eyes sight
To owe me every day and night
She is my only one priceless treasure
No other can give me so much pleassure
I want us to be together on path of life
I need you because You are my half
Last breath
Observing star of happiness
I gave my promisses
Never to hurt somebody's heart
Or I will burn in hell for that
My love brake my will
Now I cant rapair someones feel
I am losing my mind panicly
I started to write more poetry
I hold my time and strength here
I hope someones get there
Cursen pain strike my future
I cant turn back time because of his nature
Proud warrior I once have been
Now I beg You for mercy
I lose my soul in love with you
I hope You don't leave me with my failure
New era
What I shall do and become
When I don't know my real name
Truth is difficult to comprehend
Wisdom is God Message He send
I am in the middle of fight
My choice is to be wright
But temptation is a hidden lie
From my fall world can die
I summon nature to help me
Or we are both encourage to be
God is teaching us
How take life what it does
To live for good and others
To change our walls and borders
Into help and sharing
Being understanding and caring
God Message is to be strong
Always not just for a long
Despite of evil around
Marching with faith sound
I sacrifice my soul for a task
To wear off worlds mask
To shrink its evil and mistakes
To dry nations tears lakes
To stop inside fight
To bring soul might
To rise in power once again
To give another era a begin
Posted on: March 24, 2007, 09:08:41 PM
Someone put a ticklish spell on me
( imps revenge
)... uh... I laugh almost from nothing
... Anyway I have more poems to post
... few more... and I will be ready to post my new ones
... those are from my old collection if someone has some doubts
... or something
... Anyway have fun
...
Redemption due
Leave my heart in peace
Or take just one piece
Don't take it whole
Or I will fall
Keep yourself strong
Maybe one day I will come along
Beautiful disaster song crashes me
It makes me future foresee
Like breakaway when I hear
I hardly can make it bear
I use the greatest drug love
Now for you I truly owe
I cant look at you
You are too beautiful
My love cant die
Because its not a lie
I cant free myself
Angels protect in number of twelve
I depend on sweet slavery
My rosy cherry
I live for you
Its my redemption due
Ring of love
You are my sweet slavery
My devotions needs bravery
To get near your heart
With speed of thrown dart
With sound of knights charge
With soldiers unstopable march
For glory of my love
I truly for you owe
On chosen path by my will
To make my dream become real
In light of your shining eyes my rose
I want to live in love overdose
Don't let me go away without purpose
Fall is near I suppose
Sweet slavery reminds me a ring
And one word that is such a big thing
When you decide to say yes
And stop playing with me like in chess
We put it on our fingers
We become new life beginners
If it ever can be
Let the feeling last forever in me
Two lovers
Two lovers looking for a signs
Lost in labyrinths of hope shrines
Both far away without hand touch
Time without each other is too much
Whispering names with desire
They are inflamed by love fire
Their eyes shine and shiver
unspoken words want to deliever
They are departed by sea of thoughts
The shore is surrounded by crystal boats
The lovers suffer from lack of needed answers
The wright one is hidden among foolish dancers
Each one ship is going to the diffrent coast
The advert of promisses is the way they boast
Time of choice is approaching fast
The drama seems never to last
The sea is boiling from fire they are creating
Love makes them see true one among imitating
What will happen later is yet unknown
Hope for happy end is never gone
Wind of hope
When you feel sad
When you pray to God
Think of my promisses
I will give you happiness
My will is to make you smile
Forever not for a while
I put my trust into your eyes
I don't read from them any lies
I want to give you sun when you wish for
Don't be afraid of darkness anymore
All my protection is for you to aid
Call me to come every day and night
Feel my power in water and air
I will come for you if you care
Wind of hope give me strength
When I travel no matter what length
Fire and earth help me
No mortal have rights to stop me
My love is the key to owe me
As long as I have life in me
Your ghost
Your ghost like shadow haunts me at night
I barely sleep dreaming about seeing you in day light
Your powerfull eyes hypnotize my mind
I cant refuse your control because you are so kind
Every minute become hour without your presence
I need to feel you close to feed my senses
My lips shake when I hear your songs
I cant wait to meet you for so long
I would burn every bridge to get where you are
I am not sure if you want it to go so far
My love make you my destination task
Please I need to know if you answer my ask
The truth and future
Feel powerfull magic in the air
See it written in the sky
Learn how life can be unfair
When someone without wings wants to fly
Watch how his eyes change
From hopefull dreamer into sorrow fall
Know about his indifference to danger
He waits for his arise to be called
He don't know the time and place
But see strong faith in his face
He will go where destiny aim
His obedience only you can claim
Learn all his strong and weak points
From all only you know what he wants
You are his end or beginning
For him only you have meaning
Your angelic spirit shine through space
Your light in his mirrored eyes blaze
He is dieing from inhuman desire
His love creates heavenslike fire
Give him new target of its use
Before shell of his heart will bruise
Seven means the last one
He waits until all will be done
He is the key of the truth
Only past holds what he could
But future is before us
Preparation for its come he does
New era morning
Half of me is angry
For vengeance I am hungry
Half of me beg for cure
Need of hope for sure
Maybe war was once my home
Now I want this nightmare to be gone
I beg on knees to God for forgiveness
I want to end my eternal loneliness
I have suffered enough
I am not so though
No matter how strong I can be
I need hope for my heart to see
My wrath is only a warning
I sense new era morning
Its time for challenge to begin
To prove who is God kin
If you will walk fields of war
I will forget what I live for
Then we will meet soon, fast
With furry that will forever last
Wrath without control and for one reason
Because it gets free from my prison
Leading my will to destruction
Each moment of my action
But you can stop it
Just find key that to my heart fit
Keep me on path of creation
Prove you are the blessed nation
Hold me to my task
For answer I ask
